# The sudden breakup notice
A year has passed since I broke up with Park Jimin. The daunting college entrance exam process and the emotions of separation simultaneously passed, but I couldn't let myself feel the pain or even the sadness. The reason I couldn't was because I was too busy to let my messy emotions out, and I also didn't want to express them directly. So, whenever I wasn't busy, I stared into space, as if my soul had run away, hiding my sadness.
After a year of this cycle, I couldn't bear to live this way any longer. I had too many things I wanted to do to waste my time grieving over the passing of a breakup.
I decided to take a break from the university I worked so hard to get into. I felt it would be cruel to graduate without doing anything for three years, so I decided to take a break from school and figure out what I truly wanted to do.
So, with the help of an acquaintance, I landed a job at the company I'd always wanted to work for. I wasn't a full-time employee yet, but I thought it would be far better than being cooped up at home during my gap year, reminiscing about the happy old days with Park Jimin. No, I wanted to believe that. Perhaps my life at the company, disguised as a part-time job, was also my own attempt to forget Park Jimin, who still cherished my heart.
Life at the company was truly enjoyable. I'd loved reading children's books since kindergarten, so reading and providing feedback on the work of professional writers at the company was a perfect fit for me. But after all that work, my life didn't change much from the moment I returned home. After every hectic day, my only way to end it was to remember you, Park Jimin.
- jimin
A relationship that had been so sincere to me had come to an end. It was a breakup I had never expected. I thought I was in a relationship where I cherished and loved you as much as I loved myself, but it seems you weren't.
- Jimin.
-What's going on all of a sudden?
A kid who wouldn't even contact me to meet up during class.
- I came because I have something to say.
I really need to tell you this so that your future and mine won't be ruined any longer...
- What is that?
No, wait a minute, what are you sayingโฆ
- Let's break up.
-Why all of a sudden, for what reason?
- I felt like it had to be that way. I don't want to waste my money and time on this kind of relationship anymore.
- So why on earth are you doing that?
- If I say it once, you won't understand?
I hate you now, I hate you now.
- โฆ.
- So let's break up.
One hot summer day, when the wind blew, you had been intertwining with me, even pinky fingers, suggesting we go on a trip to the beach during school break. Unlike just a few days ago, you had changed so quickly. Now, even trying to hold on to you would be pointless.
A year after receiving that inevitable breakup notice, I wandered and agonized for a long time before finally finding a job. Although I didn't graduate from college, I was now pursuing a career as a teacher, teaching children who wanted to learn dance. Even now, a year after choosing this career, I can never forget the warm memories I had back then.
Even though I want to forget those memories of that girl, her hands smaller and fairer than mine, her cute lips with slightly upturned lips, and her beautiful double-lidded eyes, smiling brightly at me, I still can't. I loved and desired her too much to erase those beautiful memories.
- Let's break up.
-Why all of a sudden, for what reason?
- I felt like it had to be that way. I don't want to waste my money and time on this kind of relationship anymore.
- So why on earth are you doing that?
- If I say it once, you won't understand?
I hate you now, I hate you now.
- โฆ.
- So let's break up.
One hot summer day, when the wind blew, you had been intertwining with me, even pinky fingers, suggesting we go on a trip to the beach during school break. Unlike just a few days ago, you had changed so quickly. Now, even trying to hold on to you would be pointless.
A year after receiving that inevitable breakup notice, I wandered and agonized for a long time before finally finding a job. Although I didn't graduate from college, I was now pursuing a career as a teacher, teaching children who wanted to learn dance. Even now, a year after choosing this career, I can never forget the warm memories I had back then.
Even though I want to forget those memories of that girl, her hands smaller and fairer than mine, her cute lips with slightly upturned lips, and her beautiful double-lidded eyes, smiling brightly at me, I still can't. I loved and desired her too much to erase those beautiful memories.
ใด I'm uploading it here even though it's short and hard to delete.. ๐