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A bit of a spoiler

When I breathe in the night air through the window,
I still remember that moment and I often lock the door tightly.

My immune system is weak, so I don't even wear outerwear.
Just facing the cold wind
After thinking for a while, I was sitting at the edge of the rooftop.
I was getting up when I misstepped and ended up falling.

But I just left with the thought that it was better,
I went back and forth between life and death like that

But when I woke up, tears started to flow because I was so happy.
I didn't just want to die.

I went straight into KakaoTalk,
My current boyfriend sent me a lot of KakaoTalk messages.

There were posts about me on Instagram too.
Honestly, I was happy, I thought I could take a little more time

Since it's not there, everyone is looking for it.
I was so happy, I cried

And after waking up 1-2 days later
I remember going back into the chatroom

I could see that it was really hard back then.
So it hurt so much...

I met my current boyfriend and he just...
Crying, screaming, screaming and all... lol

But I feel sorry because I think I hurt you so much during that time.
So since then I've been hurting myself some more,

My current boyfriend (my current boyfriend) was really having a hard time at that time.
I thought it was because of me, so I took it out on myself for no reason.
This time, I think I'll try hanging on and doing it.
His arms were covered in scars

Even though I cried all the time, I pretended to smile...



































This might be a bit of a spoiler lol
I don't remember very well, so I'll just write down the parts that I remember...
I'll have to look at this later and write it down...
I guess my head is just for decoration...