Chapter : 01
by Prince Jjuni
"Let's break up"
I didn't have much trouble saying that.
Rather, it seems like it was refreshing to say it.
The reason I decided to break up with him is
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It's quite long, so to speak.
First, I felt sorry for the people.
Even if it's an idol version, what the main customer base wants is a pseudo-relationship.
An idol like that is dating?
Romance on the stone slab was like a drug.
Of course, it wouldn't have mattered if I hadn't been caught,
If that method were easy, there wouldn't be any celebrities who went down the drain.
With vicious stalkers
Sasaeng fans who find out the contact information of celebrities and harass them.
Jimin was no exception.
I thought it was a call to order from a cafe, but I only got it in one day.
There were even about fifteen death threats.
At first, I told Soobin and took action.
I tried to change my contact information, but
Because I know that even if I do it, it's just an emotional drain
Instead of worrying about Subin, it became routine to vent to Yeonjun.
Second, the workload of staff and officials has increased.
In the early stages of our relationship, we often went to the practice room
The schedule also followed well.
But every time that happened, the person who took care of the aftermath was the editing PD.
Erasing Jimin's traces captured on the behind-the-scenes camera
It was no ordinary thing.
And the protocol team also has six people if I accompany them.
Because I had to pack food and supplies
I also felt a certain amount of guilt.
Third, contact was difficult.
I met him on Christmas 2022.
At that time, the coronavirus and the unknown period overlapped, so we were able to meet every day.
But after two years of dating, Tubatu became popular.
Concerts were revived and overseas tours were frequent.
Of course, it was something to celebrate and be happy about.
When they spend 1/3 of their year abroad,
As for me, I couldn't help but feel lonely.
Ah, I think this is the most important.
He seems to be having a hard time these days.
I may not be the cause of your hardships, but
I feel a bit sorry these days, maybe because I'm lonely.
And that child met someone who was brighter than me
May you absorb that light and emit it freely,
That kid met someone better than me
I hope your future activities will be smooth, just like that handsome man.
That kid met someone who shines brighter than me
I wanted to walk side by side sharing that sparkle.
Even if you just go to the music show waiting room, there are many people who shine.
It's incomparable to me, an ordinary person.
Choi Soo-bin probably doesn't know.
After I met Choi Soo-bin, I stopped taking antidepressants.
I started eating it again recently.
If you search for Choi Soo-bin's name on Naver,
Minor habits and TMI from the past,
Every little detail is there.
Even though we've been together for three years, the fans knew things that even I didn't know.
If you date an idol, you have to put up with things like this.
Even though I know that, I still get dizzy often.
That's why there's a saying that like-minded people meet like-minded people.
So I go to see him after six months.
At his first solo album solo fan signing,
With a brief parting message.
Arrived at the fan signing venue.
He waved to the fans with a smiling face.
"Moa!! Long time no see!! "
Yeah, it's been a while for me too.
Why did you grow taller when I hadn't seen you before?
Why is your face more handsome?
Why is the voice lower?
Why is your smile so pretty?
As I was losing my mind listening to your comment, my turn came.
"..Subin hehe"
"Hey! Sister!! What? When did you come? Call me~"
It was completely different from what I had seen six months ago.
At that time, you didn't even bother contacting me.
Six months ago, on the day he hung up on me saying he had a schedule.
The Fed said the entire team was on extended leave.
I got a call asking me to go out and play together.
You must have had a personal schedule. You were desperate to grab at straws.
I reread the Fed's message.
'Whole team vacation'Why did those words make me so upset?
In the end, I just stayed home that day and drank alcohol.
While I was thinking about something else,
The staff informed me that there were 20 seconds left.
He seemed to have told me all about his recent activities.
He was looking at me with bright eyes.
For a moment, I wondered if this gaze was directed at a fan.
I was confused as to whether I should treat my lover or not.
As I said before, I absolutely hate men who confuse people.
However, the difference from when I received a confession is
You are no longer the condition that can support other conditions
It means that you are not number one to me.
"..Subin."
"Yeah, sis."
"To be honest, I'm very tired."
"Subin is going on an overseas tour, so I won't be able to see her for half a year."
"I tried to understand things like not being able to contact you often."
"All the other members are sending me birthday messages."
"There was a day when Subin didn't say anything until midnight
I tried to pretend it wasn't a big deal."
" Of course, due to the nature of Soobin's job, we meet more often.
I also know it's not easy. "
"I understand it all in my head... - "
"The human mind is not as easily controlled as reason."
"No, sis, wait a minute, what is that..!"
"Now, rather than trying to understand you,
"The desire to endure disappeared first."
"I know it's selfish to make decisions and notify others on your own, but"
"Let's break up, Soobin."
Even the alarm clock was aware of it.
Just as I was getting up, I heard the clock ticking.
I ran out of the fan signing venue without looking back,
His expression seemed clear.
I feel like crying and confused, but it's work.
Subin, who seems to be trying hard to keep a poker face,
No, Choi Soobin from Tomorrow by Together.
By the way, I'm sorry to the Moa
Why did you break up in a public place?
After my turn, the fans all started muttering.
"That fan concept is well captured."
"Should I try that too?"
I guess everyone says goodbye at fan signing events.
Didn't you think about it?
He was confident in the concept and praised Jimin.
Jimin likes to be first and receive compliments, but
Wasn't this kind of flattery to your taste?
I immediately left the fan signing event.
After Jimin came out of the fan signing venue, a voice was heard from behind.
The only company official who knows about him and me,
It was Jisoo from the protocol team.
Choi Soo-bin probably asked me to follow her.
"Jimin, are you serious?"
" ..yes, "
"I changed my contact information and I'm moving back into my parents' house."
"Please tell Subin that there is no need to come looking for me."
" ..Yes, there's nothing I can do. See you next time, Jimin."
"Yes, thank you for everything."
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When I got home, I unconsciously called someone.
The person who helped me a lot in this breakup
The person who stopped me the most
Choi Yeonjun.
At first, I contacted Soobin on his behalf, who was worried.
In the middle, most people were bored and hung up.
Currently, Yeonjun is the one who has been talking more than Soobin.
" hello? "
"Hello, are you really going to tell Soobin?"
" ..I already did it."
"Oh my... Choi Soo-bin's battle will be incredibly difficult..."
"You've had a hard time too."
"Hey, don't tell Subin my new number."
"Oh, but I'm really weak against Choi Soo-bin-"
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I was talking to the Fed about the situation a little while ago.
Tears flowed without me knowing.
I quickly hung up the phone and went into the house.
And then I drank a lot of alcohol alone at home.
One, one month of staying up all night
The night of the 30th day seemed almost like a wreck.
In the meantime, without asking my daughter what was going on
My parents who silently cleaned up after me
Because there were members who frequently contacted me to check on my life and death
I think I was able to hold out somehow.
How selfish of me to think alone
Even though I informed you of the breakup
I felt so pathetic seeing myself like this.
In the meantime, please come to your senses and meet a new man.
At my younger brother's urging, I decided to make a fresh start.
So, I'm grateful to the Fed for everything. I'll try going on a blind date.
I send a short update via DM.
I started reading the webtoons that had been piling up.
If only I had gone to bed a few minutes earlier
I hope you didn't cry and get emotional that night.
That night, a loud alarm sounded from Jimin's cell phone.
When I came back from doing something else, it was an Instagram alarm.
I accidentally clicked on the preview button and immediately regretted it.
This is Choi Soo-bin.
Anyone can tell that it's Choi Soo-bin.
How did you find my home address?
While I was sighing for no reason, Yeonjun got a call.
"..I'm embarrassed, Jimin."
"You looked at my phone while I was washing up..."
"Why is that your fault?"
"I was just too complacent.
"I'll try to talk Soobin out of it tomorrow..."
"No, don't stop me. Just meet Soobin tomorrow.
Let me try to talk to you. "
"Are you okay?"
"What's not okay?"
"He must have been embarrassed because of me too."
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I was on the phone with the Fed and then hung up.
Then, I looked at Subin's message again and fell into thought.
Why am I being so selfish when I'm driving?
Not Instagram spying, not stage live cam
I really want to see Choi Soo-bin already.
But Subin, do you know that?
"If we hadn't broken upToday is the 1100th day. "
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- The End -
I wrote it as a short story, but it was 8,500 characters long.
It doesn't really seem like a short story.
Ah, right now there are 3 candidates for episode 2 (..)
The first one is about the painting by Soobin Namjoo.
The second is the male lead Soobin, who is related to sign language.
The third one is about the male lead of the federation who is bored.
I'll bring you the most voted one from the comments... 🥲♥️