#16
“Huh…? You have no intention of getting married at all?
“Until thirty-five?”
“Yeah, that’s right.”
“You’re just thinking about me. If you’re thirty-five, then you can’t get married either.”
“…Still, I understand how Jeongguk feels.”
“I don’t understand a thing. What do I understand?
“Are you going to wait forever? Until he starts thinking about marriage?”
“Yeah… That’s right.”
“If it were me, I think I would reconsider it even now.”
"what?"
“Marriage with Jeon Jungkook.
No, to begin with, Jeon Jungkook didn’t want to get married…
“It’s ridiculous to waste all that time just for Jeon Jungkook.”
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“…Kim Yeo-ju?”
I was so busy with various things that I went to drink alone. As soon as I saw Kim Yeo-ju, who looked like she'd already had a lot to drink. Normally, I would've immediately contacted Jeon Jung-kook, but today, I really didn't want to. Kim Yeo-ju and I are old friends, so perhaps we could have a drink together. So, I sat down in front of her.
“…What is it? Kim Taehyung?”
“Why are you drinking alone, Jeon Jungkook?”
“I’m drinking because I’m annoyed with Jeon Jungkook, so why are you calling him…”
“Why are you so annoyed?”
“You’re on Jeon Jungkook’s side. You won’t tell me.”
“Why am I on Jeon Jungkook’s side? Who said that?”
“So what, are you on my side?”
“…….Let’s just say it’s like that today.”
“You know that too.”
“What.”
“Jungkook has no intention of marrying me.”
“……”
“I saw all your KakaoTalk messages.”
"what?"
“It’s so sad… but I understand how Jungkook feels.
“I really can’t live without Jeongguk…”
“…….”
“The very idea of dating without a time limit is something that doesn’t sit well with me… But when Jungkook says it, it all makes sense.
I feel like I can accommodate everything to Jungkook.
That's why it's so annoying, since I liked Jungkook
It seems like the person I am has long since disappeared.
I really, really… I like everything as long as Jungkook is good.”
“I envy Jeon Jungkook.”
“What are you talking about? Have a drink. I’m going to get drunk today.”
"me too."
“Are you having a hard time these days too?”
“Yeah. There are a lot.”
“Why? What’s going on?”
“Women’s problem.”
“…Ow. I don’t want to touch it. I hope you figure it out.”
“Hahahahaha it’s not complicated. I’m just the one being stupid.”
After a long time, we chatted about this and that and drank a glass, two glasses, and a few bottles together.
“Hey… You know how much I like Jeon Jungkook, right?”
“Ugh…”
“Taehyung, what the heck… Me! If Jungkook asks me to go…
I can give you my liver right now…
“I can just… give him everything, my everything…”
“……”
“But that’s not what Jeonggugi is…”
"…huh."
“I don’t think you should force the size of love.
I also hate it when my ex-boyfriends do that to me…
But… I feel sad.”
“…….”
“When Jeonggugi drew a line for me, knowingly or unknowingly,
“I can feel it all.”
“You are the one…”
“Yeah… I like it better. No, I love it.
I love you so much my heart is going to burst... ha...
You… You don’t know this feeling, do you?”
The heroine was staring intently at me, her eyes half-closed and her nose sniffling. How could I not understand that feeling? I'm the one who knows your heart better than anyone else right now.
“No, I know very well.”
“What did you say… haha, you’ve ever been in love? You?”
"huh."
“Hold on tight… haha”
“Actually, there is, heroine…”
"yes…?"
"…that is…"
“What is this, Lee Jo-si…”
“I like you.”
“I’ve liked you for a really, really long time.”
thud-
The female protagonist, unable to control her alcohol, dropped her head and fell into a deep sleep. What had I just said? Even in my hazy state, I knew Kim Taehyung was completely crazy. These were the first words I'd ever spoken to him after a long period of unrequited love. Words I desperately wanted to say, but couldn't possibly say in my right mind. Saying them felt refreshing, but a surge of guilt washed over me.
That day, I cried a little in front of the sleeping heroine.
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