ambiguous
The only feeling that makes a person both happy and deeply immersed. A vague, ambiguous feeling, neither love nor not love.
An invisible, terrifying force keeps us lost in fantasies, trapping us in a labyrinth with no clear answers, leaving us unsure of what is right. Because in the end, the loser will be the one who gambles more.
Knowing all that, I still wanted to throw myself into it. Perhaps because I'm human, I can no longer think clearly; all I see is you, and my eyes are glued to you, my heart feels like it's no longer mine. Maybe I'm foolish, maybe I'm stupid, but has anyone ever considered how pathetic I am?
Because of ambiguity, we sometimes feel lost and lonely, then suddenly find happiness, embracing joy and bursting into laughter; because of ambiguity, it gives us feelings that a normal love wouldn't; because ambiguity is simpler, and yet not simpler...
Because of the ambiguity, we are nothing.