I just deleted it ☺️
I wanted to let you know that I'm here quickly.!.!.!.!.!
This exam is… um…
Unfortunately, my grades weren't good.
Korean history, which is always good, was okay, but
My grades in other subjects, especially math, suddenly dropped so I was depressed for a while after the exams were over 😂😂
I thought it was a perfect upward curve,
I never imagined it would drop like this.
I'm mentally strong, so I grade the subjects I took that day right away. I can't understand the kids who, after grading, lose their minds and then fail the next test.
But this time, I said that. I never imagined that I would be like this 😅 I always thought that I had a very strong mentality.
I thought I had been studying really hard in math for a month and a half, but my score was worse than the score of the kid next to me who didn't do his homework and just played around every day... I was devastated.
The day I took the math test, I cried all day.
The next day's test was an English test.
I kept crying until the moment I started solving the English exam questions.
I didn't know why I was struggling so much. I tried to hold on to my senses, but tears kept flowing.
I went to the math academy yesterday, and the teacher asked me to come in for a consultation. He said I'd always been at the top of the class on mock exams, but on this one, I did the worst. By a huge margin.
And then the words you said
You said you worked hard, it was just bad luck
It was. I don't know why the words "I was unlucky" are so comforting,, but I desperately held back my tears 🥲🥲
Now I'm going to try even harder
I don't know if I'll be able to apply for the special admissions exam, but I'm going to try my best to get there! After all, the CSAT subjects start in the second year.
I haven't been able to write much in the last three months.It's the same.
I might not be able to use it anymore in the future😭
I'm really going to live hard,,
Live so hard!
Two years from now, I will definitely upload my college acceptance certificate to Alsseulnaesaeng :)
The bad boy will be up soon!
Thank you for waiting 🔥😘
How have you all been? It's gotten so cold these days, so please dress warmly and go out so you don't catch a cold.💕