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My daily life these days

As soon as the exam was over, I changed math academies.
I know no one will be curious, but I'll tell you anywaysㅋㅋㅋㅋ
The math academy I used to go to had classes twice a week for 3 hours each, but the one I transferred to has classes three times a week for 3 hours and 30 minutes each, so I'm trying hard to keep up with the sudden increase in class hours. And as soon as the exams were over, I had a lot of fun for the past week, so it's exam time again... . Actually, all of the above are excuses... . I wanted to post a lot, two or three articles a day, but I couldn't... . I'm saying this because I feel guilty for no reason haha
I got my report card today, including my grade and ranking... ^^
I studied hard for 40 days without stopping for Korean, English, and math during this exam, but I guess it wasn't enough.
I was more mentally drained when I saw my friend's grades, who always seemed to be playing around, than when I saw my own. I think it also stimulated me.
Still, I can't help but feel empty and sad.
Seriously, for 30 days, even after school, I went to the study room and studied until 1 AM. I never looked at my phone while I was at the study room. I solved 8 Korean workbooks and 5 math workbooks... Seriously, the more I talk about it, the more upset I get... ㅠㅠ Was I arrogant for expecting a grade 1 on the first test,,?
You keep saying bad things ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ If I had to tell you a good story, there was a story about a student who crammed the day before studying and ended up ranking 15th in the whole school. It's just funny that he did so well...
Some of you may be thinking, “He just complains all the time.” But, this is all I can say. My grades are too bad to ask my friends for comfort, and I asked my mom to comfort me, but she just tells me to work harder. That’s not what I want, but I understand how my mom feels. I went to several academies just to get good grades, so I feel sorry for my mom.
Anyway, that was all my complaints so far.
I hope you are all doing well and healthy.
I think I'll be able to post a bit this week
Please wait a moment❤️