They said it was the first snowfall in March in 100 years.
The day you left me,
It was snowing heavily.
The heavy snowIt was cruel.
Cruelly, you were taken from me.
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"Wow. It's snowing."
"Do you have good eyes?"
“Yeah. It’s pretty.”
"not really…"
"Come on. Don't act like an old fart again. You little brat."
“Your eyes are gray. What’s so pretty about them?”
“It’s white, what kind of gray is it?”
“Look outside. It’s all gray.”
"Hey, that color is from the exhaust fumes from the cars on the road."
"Anyway. It looks gray to our eyes right now."
"It's white when it comes down. That's what makes it pretty."
"It only takes a few seconds to get off? It's so inefficient. A few seconds are pretty, and a few hours are ugly."
"You need to fix that seriousness. I've never seen anyone in my life so vehemently disagree with my claim that my eyes are pretty."
"Pfft. Okay. Being serious is a chronic disease of mine, sorry."
I liked Song Ji-hoon back then.
I really liked it because it was so cute how he would refute everything that didn't match his thoughts.
Song Ji-hoon liked me too. We already knew each other's feelings. We were both high school seniors, and defining a relationship before the crucial time of college entrance exams felt like a huge burden to me. Dating meant taking responsibility for each other's feelings. So I rejected Song Ji-hoon's confession. Ten months passed like that. Time flew by much faster than I expected, and taking the CSAT helped us ease the heavy burden of being high school seniors.
And, the relationship between you and me was also precisely defined.
“I thought about it…”
"What?"
“I think my eyesight is good too. It’s better now.”
"Huh? Suddenly? Where did Song Ji-hoon, who used to refute my words like that, go from 10 months ago?"
“You like it.”
“…”
“So now I like it too.”
“Is this a confession now?”
"huh."
”…“
"What are you surprised about? You sound like you're hearing this for the first time."
“…Just. Every time I hear you say something like that, I’m startled.”
"I really like you. You should know that."
“Me too.”
"Huh? What did you say?"
“Me too. I really like you too.”
"I can't hear you very well. Your voice is too quiet."
"You're doing this on purpose."
"Phew. You just realized that.
“I like hearing that. Let’s do it one more time.”
We promised to see the first snow together.
On that day when snow was falling beautifully, Jihoon said,
We decided to meet wearing the red knit I bought.
The snow piled up softly on top of Jihoon's coat was truly romantic.
The day the first snow fell,
Our first kiss, secretly shared in front of our house's front door, was so happy.
“You know, I have really good eyesight now.”
“So it was a lie originally?”
"little?"
“Mr. Lee. You’re still lying, aren’t you?”
“No. Your eyes have become too precious to me.”
“Is that so? To the extent that I value my eyes..”
“This is the first season I spent with you.
"I'm truly so happy and precious. I want to remember every moment."
“…Ji-hoon, are you crying?”
“I’m so happy, so very happy.”
The tears, eyes, and expression that flowed from Jihoon that day.
Everything was vivid.
So the eyes were special to me.
Until one morning you left me.
“What does that mean? Jihoon is dead.”
"It seems this isn't a simple missing person case. I heard the police are focusing on finding the body."
“Hey, weren’t you dating Song Ji-hoon? You really don’t know anything?”
One morning, Jihoon disappeared.
At first it was a missing person's case,
For some reason, the detectives concluded that Ji-Hoon was dead.
I was looking for Jihoon's body.
The day Jihoon disappeared
It snowed a lot.
It's incomparable to the first snow we saw together.
It was a day when heavy snow was falling.
"They found Song Ji-hoon's name tag! It must have been buried in the heavy snow. They said it was found when all the snow melted. Crazy."
“Graduation is coming up soon, what the heck is going on?”
"Song Ji-hoon's parents are fucking conglomerates. Can't even a conglomerate do anything about this?"
As Ji-Hoon's disappearance period gets longer,
All sorts of rumors, some of which were not true, were circulating around the school, and that's how I ended up having a graduation ceremony without Ji-hoon.
After graduating from school, the kids who were talking about Jihoon
Everyone scattered into society and became silent,
After that, anyone who remembers Song Ji-hoon
I was one.
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“I really hate snow.”
It snowed in March.
They said it would only be 100 years.
If you are alive, you too must be seeing these eyes somewhere
Will my thoughts come to me?
On snowy days
always I used to go to the library that held memories with Song Ji-hoon.
When I went there, I still felt like you were by my side.
"hey."
Just as I was about to enter the library,
Someone grabbed my arm and called out.
"hi."
hello everyone
Long time no see
I used this a long time ago and saved it as a draft.
It's something I used about a year ago
I don't remember the ending lol
I'll just upload it as is ㅋㅋㅋㅋ
It's such a shame to even deal with it lol
Everyone who saw this must be in high school now, right?
I guess you all deleted the app ㅜㅋㅋㅋ
I finished the college entrance exam!
By the way, it was on time lol
I've just had a year where I felt like I was going to die.
The result is..!!
Well done
Slightly... so to speak
I think I'll go to Sungkyunkwan University or Ewha Womans University! Of course, until I get accepted.
I don't know anything lol
ButThe goal was ancient... I think I'll probably lose half of it even if I go hahahaha
I am a good person
I've been using it since right before I entered high school...
This is such a strange feeling lol
How have you all been?