- Anti-Romantic ? -3
Love is something that cannot be easily separated.
Why?
Yeonjun continued to wander home alone, thinking about his feelings.
I asked and asked again about it.
As long as that kid has a master, Yeonjun should give up.
That's what's in your conscience.
But in that short time, I was crazy about it and it was a time when I was excited and nervous all by myself.
I can't get it out of my head.
"I really liked you a lot."
no,
You like it.
The Fed continued to wrap its head around his neck. It even tore at him.
I felt like I was going to get a headache if I kept going like this.
With a sigh of confusion, Yeonjun made a promise.
For that child. For his own image.
Let's just forget about it.
It's easier said than done.
Where did the promise I made with my fist clenched the next day when I went to school go?
Before I knew it, I found myself looking for that child first.
Have you gotten into the habit?
The fed squeezed his eyes shut in frustration.
The Fed's habit of squeezing the Fed during lunch hours continued.
I glanced around to see if someone would sit next to me, and we ate together.
I even imagined eating it.
"..I feel like I've gone crazy."
The Fed muttered.
No matter how much I repeat this to myself, there are already too many things
I was tied to that child.
The Fed sighed deeply.
Yeonjun always looked forward to lunchtime, but today the food was like sand.
It was the same.
In the end, Yeonjun left the cafeteria, leaving behind his food.
At that moment, a familiar scent swept past Yeonjun.
The side profile of the child I had always longed for passed by quickly.
Arm in arm with someone.
Yeonjun felt his heart pounding again.
I felt like crying.
But now it wasn't because I had to give up on unrequited love.
I can hear my heart beating.
Even though I know I have to give up, my heart still races.
I felt so sorry for myself.
Summer has passed. After a short autumn, winter has arrived.
The Fed has been preparing to end his unrequited love for a while now.
Although the inner conflict continued,
My body, knowing that it shouldn't, moved away from the child on its own.
Meanwhile, the Fed has been shedding tears for a long time,
I was nervous for a long time,
I blamed myself for a long time.
Everything still points to that child.
The distance between their bodies slowly grew, making Yeonjun gradually forget the child.
The nights when I couldn't sleep because of the child's thoughts were soon taken over by my cell phone.
The seats in the cafeteria that had been empty in anticipation of something were now filled with friends.
Gradually, that child became one of those memories that I used to remember.
Winter vacation has arrived.
After the teacher told them to prepare well for the new school year, the children rushed out.
The Fed also got caught up in the crowd of kids and got pushed out.
"Hey..! Get out of the way..!"
The Fed lamented to itself, "This is not it."
In fact, he was planning to visit the child before winter break.
It was to show myself that my mind was cleanly separated.
But the damn good guys were busy taking that Fed out to play.
Yeonjun thought as his hand was grabbed and he was dragged away.
"..It would have been better not to see it."
Because it might have shaken for a moment.
The unrequited love that ended left many scars.
I don't know how many tears I shed trying to heal that wound.
It was disgusting to have those painful memories come back to me again.
I forgot that kid.
Also, I will never love again.
The Fed pledged.
Trying to hide the thought that I might be shaken.
