How would it have been
Because I don't want to see you sick again_
"Sera, come eat lunch with me."
"Why are you eating with me? There are a lot of kids who want to eat with you."
"Why am I eating with those kids?"
" what...? "
"There's no one I want to eat with but you."
"...do you know me?"
I asked, just in case. I'm so sorry, and I've committed a mortal sin, but... Kang-i is my precious and irreplaceable friend, and seeing him in front of me feels like a dream.
" I don't know. "
" ...but why"
"Do you believe in fate?"
" ...!!? "
"If we are destined to be together, there will be a red thread connecting our little fingers."
Sarah's pupils began to shake violently.
"If that's true, you and I are quite fated, even though I can't see the red thread. Maybe it's fate."
Jureuk -
Tears flowed from Sarah's eyes. They were silent sobs. Who would understand these cries, mixed with sadness and joy?
"S... Sera? What did I do wrong...?"
Kang-i was startled and fidgeted. I couldn't do anything for him like that. When you and I had only just gotten to know each other, you had said something like that to me.
We became very close very quickly from then on. We were such good friends, each supporting the other. But why did it come to this? Why did I ruin you?
"Is it my fault? Did I push too hard? I'm sorry... I didn't mean to..."
I must have been quite surprised. That expression, that behavior, that word, so identical to before, shook me.
" sorry "
But you see, I'm Park Se-ra right now. I'm not me, I'm Park Se-ra. I won't get close to you. I shouldn't.
When I see you, I can't stand it
Sarah left the classroom. Then, voices began to ring out.
"Ugh, that crazy bitch lol"
"It seems like you've decided to just be a servile girl now. What did the transfer student do wrong?"
"What a jerk lol. He used to be so stubborn and stubborn, but now he's a total retard lol"
"Hey, you fucking bitch, don't you dare speak properly?"
" uh...? "
" Phew..."
Suddenly, laughter was heard.
"You guys are funny. Contrary to the image of this school, you're trash on the inside, lol? You act all cool, but you actually do some dirty things."
In an instant, the class atmosphere became tense.
"That's because you don't know Park Se-ra's true identity."
"Do you know my true identity? I myself don't know... What do you think you know?"
"Huh... why are you suddenly like that? Isn't this the first time you two have met? But why..."
"What does that have to do with anything? What does calling trash trash have to do with Sarah?"
"Hey, are you being harsh?"
"What you said to Sarah, it seems like it was nothing?"
" that "
"They don't know they're idiots"
Song Kang stood up and left the classroom. The cold expression on his face was unforgettable.
"Hah...! What is that?!"
"Hey, someone, come dig up this guy. We'll find out what kind of guy he is."
"...I ate a room."
Yes, Sarah has never been on her side. Even those who were on her side have long since turned their backs.
Even a year ago, no. Even a few months ago, we would have done what the transfer student did, and we would have rushed to Sarah at any moment.
He was a child who never shed tears. Even when everyone saw him in pain, he smiled and said, "It's okay." We decided to become his only support.
But our relationship was so broken that it was a mess. I left this relationship, which seemed like it could never be built, untouched.
Sometimes, I felt strangely drawn to the heroine, as if it were some kind of predetermined fate. But I never doubted it. I'd never liked anyone this much before, so I thought it was right.
Excuses, yes, they were excuses. Knowing one, we should have known two, but we only knew one. By the time we realized it and regretted it, it was already too late, and we were left with no recourse.
We didn't understand. Why he acted like that, why he was jealous and envious of that one girl, and why he was gradually changing from the person we knew.
We pretended not to know. How horrible, if not dirty, that child's situation, Park Jimin's situation, was.
We are only now beginning to realize that cracked glass will continue to crack, and eventually shatter horribly.
We were just trying to ruin one more person.
.
.
.
.
"Ugh...!"
My stomach was spinning. Countless thoughts were swirling around in my head.
What if I had saved Kang-i back then? What if I had died in his place? What if I hadn't backed down? Would you have lived happily if you had continued on as you were, unaware of his existence?
What would it have been like if the country had not been entangled in existence?
Was ignorance of the world a blessing? This crazy world was cruel to both Sarah and me. I'm scared. Will the path ahead of me be a thorny one? Will there ever be a day when it can become a path of flowers?
Now I have to run without even looking at my injured foot that was pricked by a thorn?
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