I'm tired
What the hell do you want me to do?
"Young Master... Miss!!?"
The attending physician who was called because of Namjoon was quite surprised to see Sera coming out of Namjoon's arms. The old man who always complained about his joints hurt ran to Sera.
"Explanation later, first treat Sarah."
" ···All right. "
Sarah went into an empty room and received treatment. The six of them were worried about Sarah, but they were especially worried about Jimin.
I had no idea what she might do, and I couldn't help her if something happened. At least not for now.
"Didn't the JM Group Chairman say he'd be back soon?" Seokjin
"Yes, when he comes back, we can finish everything."
Ho-seok answered, and everyone wore solemn expressions. This time, they could change everything.
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"Miss, are you okay?"
Tiring -
{Option}
1. It's been a while. This time too...
2. It's okay. I was just surprised.
3. I have to go back.
uh...?
I was puzzled by choice number 1. What kind of relationship does Sarah have with Kim Namjoon's doctor?
While I was thinking about it, option 1 was chosen due to time limit.
"It's been a while. This time too..."
"...Don't hold it in. Why do you keep holding it in?"
"That means I'm incredibly pathetic."
"No! Why is that..."
What could I possibly hope for in this hellish life? Whether it's life as Sarah or Joo-hee, both are miserable. This game wants me to be happy. But I was destined to be unhappy anyway.
Because that's my fate. Because I'm being punished. I can never be happy.
"How long will you be locked up there, Miss..."
"What the hell do you want me to do?"
"I wasn't greedy. I'm living as if this is my destiny. It would be a lie if I said it wasn't hard... But what can I do? The moment I get greedy, everything will fall apart. I might not even be able to protect what I can protect!"
Sarah looked at her doctor with a look of exhaustion. The doctor felt sorry for Sarah. Perhaps pity would be more accurate.
In Sarah's desert-like life, the seven people were like an oasis. In an instant, the oasis dried up, leaving only a sandstorm raging across the desert.
For Sarah, for whom even a single drop of water was precious, a bottle of water became a luxury.
"I don't want anything big. I just want to leave this place alone as soon as possible. Please..."
"What... is that sound..."
"Master...?"
Jungkook approached Sera. Then he asked her again. What did she mean by that? What did she mean by that?
" ····· "
Sera didn't respond. But Jeon Jungkook couldn't ask her any more questions. Seeing her expression as if she might crumble at any moment was heartbreaking.
The attending physician placed Sarah's medication on the table and left. Then Sarah opened her mouth.
"Do you know how selfish you are?"
" uh...? "
"You were the ones who hated me. Of course, there was a reason for that. But wasn't that reason just an excuse?"
He was blindly devoted to the heroine, as if it were fate. Before he knew it, Sera had become a nuisance, and he couldn't understand her ever-changing ways.
Everything Sarah did seemed negative, and it seemed like everything was her fault. Knowing what kind of person Sarah was, we turned our backs on her. We ruined Sarah under the pretext of putting the heroine first.
"You are the ones who abandoned me, and you are the ones who held me back from leaving. Isn't that really selfish?ah? "
"Sorry, "
"Don't even mention being sorry. If you have any shame."
How miserable do they intend to make me? This new life, given to someone already exhausted, only makes me more miserable. It all feels like hypocrisy. It's disgusting.
"Just give me one chance, just one chance."
Sarah's brow furrowed. Shouldn't the apology be directed at the real Sarah?
"Before I take away even the little affection you have, don't show yourself before me again. That's the last chance I'm giving you."
They'll probably try to do better from now on. But why should I? Honestly, they're not even my real friends. My only friend... was Kang.
It was this game that entered Sarah's body, hoping to bring me happiness. But why should I act while thinking of Sarah? I'll do what I want.
Because I'm not Park Se-ra.
"What should we do?"
"Ha, right in front of my eyes...!"
"Do we really just have to disappear...?"
Thud -
Why? Why does my heart hurt so much? Why on earth?
I feel sorry for the forced smile. Why are you, a character who never sheds tears, shedding tears in front of me? Why are you making things difficult for me, who has no feelings for you?
Even my heart trembled because of the Sarah still remaining in this body. I felt emotions I never wanted to feel toward anyone else, not even them.
I didn't feel good. But my heart kept aching. I hated them. I know I don't deserve to hate anyone. But I also don't deserve to love anyone.
But if I'm being greedy, I'm Park Se-ra now. So, I think I might think a little differently.
"What the hell do you want me to do?"
Sarah shed tears. I wondered if I was really this tearful, and I felt a sense of emptiness.
Right now... I don't know anything. I just want to be alone and quiet. I don't want to think about anything.
I guess I'm just too tired.
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mate - !
A loud noise echoed in the quiet living room. Jimin's head turned.
"Aren't you coming to your senses? Sarah will disappear because you're still like that!"
" sorry. "
"Isn't that why you always say sorry? That's why you can't be the successor."
"I never wanted it in the first place."
"Huh? Who do you resemble;; Ah, haha. Is it that girl?"
" what··· "
Jimin, who had been quietly bowing his head, raised his head. He made a face that showed he was quite displeased.
"Put that expression on your face. It's just like that girl, I hate to see it;;"
"Please don't say things like that."
"The one who gave birth to you and died in front of me right now
Years··· "
"Shut your mouth. You haven't even had a child."
"I guess you finally want to die;;?"
It's been over ten years since she remarried. Yet, she hasn't been able to conceive. It doesn't matter if she gets kicked out at any time. If she had a child, she wouldn't have gotten a divorce or anything.
"Then why did you play with my father? You were too obsessed with money and power."
"Butler!!"
"You will be kicked out of here soon.
"You're an outsider, right?"
Jimin continued, unconcerned. He couldn't tolerate what that woman was saying. Not only had she usurped his mother's place, she had also insulted her.
When everything comes out, I will definitely kill you.
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Jimin turning black? That's gonna be a mess🤭
Please give me a handshake.