bad boy
w. ramen
#12
"it's crazy…"
It was only after I'd committed the crime that I noticed three missed calls on my phone. Seeing the phrase "Oppaෆ" written next to the missed calls, I realized what I'd done. I'd been so uneasy about my brother seeing his girlfriend, yet here I was, kissing a male friend. I was disgusted with myself.
Boooo ...
‘Oppa ෆ’
The phone rang again. I felt so guilty about kissing another man and then answering my boyfriend's call. I looked up and saw Kang-i's face, tears welling up in his eyes. He nodded, telling me to answer.
- "hello…"
"where are you?"
- “Just… home.”
“I’ve been thinking a lot all day. But I guess—”
- “Brother.”
"huh?"
- “Shall we break up?”
“…….”
After hearing my words, my brother remained silent for a few seconds. Only his faint breathing could be heard, and he said nothing. If I were even human, I thought it would be my duty to at least avoid seeing his face, if only out of remorse.
“What do you mean by that?”
- “……”
"meet, Let's meet and talk.
“I’m not so light-hearted that I can end it with just one phone call, Hyunsoo.”
- “…….”
I could feel my brother's voice trembling. I thought that breaking the heart of someone I loved with my own hands might be even more heartbreaking than seeing them leave me.
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“I’m sorry. If you want, I won’t run into Yeoju at home.”
“Okay. I’m a bad girl.”
“…Hyunsoo.”
“I think it’s right to break up.”
“I don’t want to break up with you.”
“…….”
I thought breaking up now was the right thing to do. It was the best way to relieve my guilt over my own crappy actions.
"love you."
“…….”
“Can’t we break up?”
Seeing my brother holding onto me and begging with tears in his eyes, not knowing that I was the worst bitch in the world, my heart weakened, but at the same time, I thought that if a piece of trash like me continued seeing him, it would only make things harder for him. If we continued our relationship, it wouldn't prove anything other than that I was a fucking selfish bitch. So, I spoke up for my brother. It would be better for him if he quickly forgot about a worthless kid like me.
“…I kissed Song Kang.”
"…what…?"
"I was ignoring your calls and kissing her. We were together just a moment ago."
“…Don’t lie.”
"I'm tired of you. I'd rather have Song Kang act like he'd give me a star. I've lost interest in you already. That's why I said we should break up."
“…….”
“So… let’s stop now.”
After hearing what I said, my brother's expression slowly began to distort. "Yeah, it would be better if he just loathed and hated me so he could forget me quickly. I thought it would be nice if he could just vent all his anger and curses on me, just to relieve his anger a little."
“…Okay. If that’s true, then let’s break up.”
“I hope you don’t blame yourself. I’m the one who made you tired and miserable.“I just did everything wrong.”
“I think the Hyunsoo I know is really blaming himself right now. That’s why I’m telling you.”
“You did nothing wrong, Hyunsoo.”
The moment I heard Kim Taehyung's last words, tears welled up in my eyes. I was deeply regretful of what I had done to this person. I was the one who had trampled on his sincerity, yet I felt so sorry for him, who had cared for me to the end. I held back the tears that threatened to fall.
“I’m going, Hyunsoo.”
My brother kept a faint smile until the very end.
As soon as my brother disappeared from my sight, the tears I had been holding back burst outI sat in that alley and cried for hours. And that's how our relationship ended.
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“What’s going on? You came to me first?”
“Kim Taehyung left me behind again today. I was going to ask you to come with me if possible.”
“I’m always available. Is Kim Taehyung in a cold war with his girlfriend again?”
“Yeah. They fought quite a bit this time.”
"Ugh, we're going to break up soon. He's secretly bad at treating his girlfriend. He seems to be nice to her, but he's also oblivious."
"I thought he was so perceptive to me, no matter where we went, right? But he wasn't. He's completely oblivious. He's only perceptive to me."
“Yeah. It’s just that Kim Taehyung knows everything about you. You’re probably the woman he knows best in this world, right?”
“Hey, not that much~ But still, how much time have we been apart?”
“No, really.
“Why else would I ask him how to seduce you…”
“……?”
"…….ah."
/✍🏻/
There is no complete garbage in my work.
With a few people who are a bit selfish and a bit impulsive
There are one or two people with perfect personality and face.
It's just that one or two ordinary loves come out like this.
Everyone… please don’t curse at our Hyunsoo too much…
He's a character I cherish🥲 He's just a little immature...
Just a little...! Please swear at meㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ