Obsessed (17) Breakup
I'm planning to leave early tomorrow, so today is actually my last night. I've sorted out all the stuff that suddenly appeared, including my pajamas. I've roughly packed the clothes into shopping bags... And come to think of it, what should I do with the toothbrush in the bathroom? I'll just leave it there and it'll be disposed of, right?
I even made the blankets, intending to stay up all night.
"What, are you leaving now? Aren't you supposed to leave tomorrow?"
Jungkook looked at my appearance and said in surprise.
"No, I'm just going to stay up all night today... hahaha, isn't that a bit much...
"I don't want to bother waking up in the morning and going to Busan.."
"Oh... I found one more thing in common..
"When I have to go to work early in the morning, I just stay up all night..."
"ㅋㅋㅋ Aren't you forcing me into this too much..?"
"Well, if that's what I'm saying, then so be it..!Then it would be boring to stay up all night..?!
"Shall we watch a movie and chat a bit?"
"Either way... I like anything.."
"Okay... Instead, don't touch me while watching a movie like last time..."
"Pfft... Seriously... I don't plan on doing that this time either...?"
Jeon Jungkook draws a line, telling me not to touch him. It's kind of disappointing, but whatever...I don't plan on going further than kissing you either...?Seriously... Even though we're all grown adults, I can't help but... I don't want to add another complicated relationship to my complicated life.
The Indian film he put on was quite long, but it seemed interesting. In other words, it was entertaining, but I couldn't concentrate very well. My head was spinning. Now, when I get back, I'll have to figure out how to deal with Jung Ho-seok.I feel a bit strange...Should I just treat it as if nothing happened...?
"Hey, Black Sea, what are you thinking about so much..?"
After the movie ended, I was chatting with Jeon Jungkook, and I think he quickly realized that I wasn't focusing on the conversation.
"No, it's just... I'm worried about the lab work, and the organization work... I'm also worried about Jeong Ho-seok... How did you know that..?"
"I don't know the details either, because I haven't seen the report yet... I found out yesterday while talking to Yoon Ki-hyung..."
Jeon Jungkook, who was taking a break, says.
"If you find out anything else, please let me know..?"
Does he plan on maintaining a connection with me even after today passes? When I didn't answer right away and looked at Jeongguk, he also scratched the back of his head in embarrassment.
""No... I just wanted to help you out.."
"No, it's okay. I also find it difficult to keep contacting you. Since I shouldn't know about the Jeong Ho-seok matter, I'll pretend not to know. I won't see you again until the chief gives instructions..."
I've drawn a clear line. I can't help it. It was a week of deviance, and now I have to get back to normal...
"what?"
Jeon Jungkook seemed surprised by my words.What's wrong with him...?
"So, did you think anything would happen if I kissed you and spent a week with you?... This is ridiculous...?"
"Hey, Black Sea, why are you talking like that?"
"You and I can't be officially close, you know? I had a great time for a week. I think we could still be friends if we met again. I'm satisfied with that."
"But...? It seems like we could get along well, so why don't we meet?"
"You stand out so much. Besides, you're the detective in charge of the badger case... Officially, we're complete opposites, so how can we be close?
I turned my head away, seeing the hurt in Jeongguk's clear eyes. Though I liked him rationally, realistically, it would be safer for me not to see him. So, while it's a shame, I think it's right to end it like this.
“But you are essentially the same as me.
"When we spent time together, there were a lot of things that were right for us... and it was fun.."
"Anyway, that won't work. I don't think that's right.
Still, it was fun and nice to be able to share stories with you that I can't share with anyone else. I don't know how we'll meet again, but I'll think of you often. Detective Jeon Jungkook."
Before I knew it, it was dawn. I left Jeon Jungkook, who was sitting on the sofa with his face crumpled, and left him.
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