Obsessed (36) Hospital Room
After confessing his relationship with me to the team leader, Jungkook started coming to me more frequently for some reason. It seemed like he was just going back and forth between the police station and the hospital, doing everything from sleeping to eating to washing in his hospital room. Heh heh... Of course, I preferred being with someone, but...
Because of Chief Kim Seok-jin's words, I felt responsible and concerned for Jungkook. I wondered if Team Leader Min Yoongi didn't view our relationship negatively...? I didn't bother to dig into the specifics of what they talked about, but I couldn't help but feel concerned.
. . .
Since the incident, I've been having frequent nightmares. After I realized that the gaze I'd been feeling in my habitual nightmares was actually Kim Taehyung, that gaze began to weigh on me more concretely. Even though it was certain he was under arrest, it seemed like some kind of lingering fear still lingered within me.
When I woke up from the dream, I would break out in a cold sweat and feel a chill so strong that I had to wrap myself in the blanket. But strangely, I was fine when I was with Jungkook. When I felt like I was about to be crushed by scissors, seeing him sleeping next to me would bring me relief, should I say...? When I felt eyes on me in the dream and shuddered with fear that it would suddenly turn into a nightmare, I would wake up, and I would peek my head to the side to see Jungkook sleeping in the guardian's bed. Even though it was just him sleeping, the moment I saw him, the fear that had been building up in my chest melted away and disappeared. Maybe that's why he would come every time even when he got home late for an investigation, and I felt sorry but also grateful that he would take a nap.
"Yeah..."
I looked down at Jungkook, who was sound asleep, from the bed, and gently stroked his cheek. Jungkook mumbled, as if he was about to wake up. I quickly pulled my hand away, but Jungkook grabbed my wrist. Before I knew it, his eyes, now wide-open, were staring at me.
"Are you awake...? Sorry.."
I was about to turn over and lie down, but Jungkook suddenly got up and pulled my head with his free hand.
side-
The lips gently touched.
Sigh... How did you end up in my heart...?
Can I expect this much from you...?
Feeling regretful that our lips had briefly parted, I lowered my head, moved closer, and kissed him more deeply. For a moment, the sound of our warm fluids mingling broke the silence of the hospital room.
"Did you have another nightmare...?"
"Yeah... a little...? But it's okay, it's okay now."
"Thank goodness..."
"Do you want to come up here? It's uncomfortable there..."
I moved to the side to make room for Jungkook to lie down. But he seemed hesitant and didn't stand up.
"Hug me for a moment.."
"Okay. Then excuse me for a moment~"
Jungkook, who seemed to hesitate for a moment, climbed onto the bed and hugged me with his broad chest.My heart is pounding...I could hear my heart beating through the embrace that was right next to my ear.
At what point did he fall for me..? I still don't know, but at this moment, I feel so relieved and happy that this kid likes me.
. . .
I guess I fell asleep in such a warm embrace. When I woke up in the morning, the pajamas that Jeongguk was wearing were neatly folded on the guardian's bed.
All relationships have an end. So, if you didn't want to start a relationship with someone... but you still want to accept this child even if it means breaking up, isn't it okay now...?
For a while, I couldn't take my eyes off Jungkook's neatly organized clothes.
There was a warmth there that drove away the chill of nightmares.