Episode6. Best revenge
(Past 2)
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Puck - , puck- ...
I hated it so much. I had nowhere to vent my anger, so I just kept hitting the wall. The kid who beat me and Chan-ju to death is debuting? I will never sit still. I will do whatever it takes to get rid of him.
I will stop him from debuting. Regardless of the outcome and the process, I will definitely do it with Chanju.
It will be destroyed.
"......"
Tuktuk-
"Park Jimin, do you know Seo Chan-joo?"
On the way home, Im Ji-heon came up to me and asked me a favor.
".....I know.."
"Huh... I haven't apologized to Seo Chan-ju yet."
"Are you close with Chanju? Please give my apology to Chanju instead."
"....what?"
"Oh... I'm so sorry... I don't have the courage to apologize...~"
"So you do it instead..."
"It's not that I don't have the courage to apologize, it's that I don't have the heart to apologize."
"You call that talking now?"
"..What did you say?"
"I heard you were selected for the debut group?
Wow... that would be really nice, right?"
"But what should I do...?
Your image already wouldn't wash out even if you put it in the washing machine."
"....."
"You know that if you get red on your white clothes, it won't come off even if you wash it in the washing machine.
Your personality tooClothes stained with red soupDo you know that it's also revealing?"
"You apologize like this, so do you think I'll forgive you?
Are you doing this because you really think that's going to happen?"
"Am I a fool? Am I a god of X?
"Will you accept the apology from Iljin X-kki who will debut soon?"
"Just do verse 1, you loner....lol
You're saying this because I've been leaving you alone lately... huh?"
"Yeah, honestly, I fucking hated apologizing to you and that bastard Seo Chan-ju.
I'm an idiot for apologizing, right?"
"Well... if you're going to spread it, then spread it. The kid who's about to debut is beating me and my friend John X
"You're a bad X."
"....."
"Haha... But you know, will people believe what you say?
Everyone but you has reconciled with me. They said there was no need to expose me or anything because I gave them money."
"Anyway... you money-crazy bastards...
"Would you like to give me some money too? Then will you make up with me?"
"(Clenched fist)"
Lim Ji-heon really didn't seem human. Her personality was completely revealed in her expressions, speech, and actions. Why did they put her in the debut group? Why did she get in and not me? The more I thought about it, the more aggrieved and angry I became. I tried to hold back, but Lim Ji-heon's constant verbal abuse made me sick.
The lid is open.
Puck -
"Ah! F**k, you crazy bastard!"
Thud -! , thud -... thud- thud -.....
A physical fight broke out in an empty alley. I was scared at first, but I'd been beaten so many times that I felt used to it. That's why I absolutely wouldn't give in. Even if I was bruised and bleeding, I never wanted to lose to Im Ji-heon. I wanted to clearly show him that the me of the past and the me of today were different.
"Fuck... Can't we just get through this on good terms..?
"Cough... I'm sorry...!"
"......"
"ha...."
Judging by his appearance, he seemed quite exhausted. I also had bruises and cuts on my face. Feeling victorious, I left Lim Ji-heon, who was on the verge of collapse, behind and left the alley. As I exited the alley, Chan-ju was passing by.
"....Chanju..?"
"(Whew) Huh? Jimin.."
"Why do you look like that...?"
"...I had a fight with Im Ji-heon... haha"
"I won? It wasn't a big deal."
"That... the Im Ji-heon I know...?"
"Yeah, I was talking nonsense so I threw my fist first...
"It's not right to be violent, but it feels good inside."
"....Did they fight because he was debuting....?"
"That's right... He said he wanted to apologize to you but didn't have the courage to do so, so he asked me to apologize instead, because he's trying to clean up his image... It's not that he doesn't have the courage, it's that he doesn't want to apologize, right?"
“But violence is not okay. In the end, you are just like Im Ji-heon.”
"....."
I understood what Chan-ju said. I finally realized that I, too, had become the perpetrator. But strangely, I didn't feel sorry. I don't know if it was natural or not, but rather than feeling sorry, I felt relieved.
"...But rather than feeling sorry, I feel relieved..."
"....Yeah...well...that could be the case...
"Why did you fight? Let me hear your reason. You probably didn't fight because you didn't want to apologize to me, right?"
"....my dream tooidolIt was.
So I guess I hated him more."
Because of the school violence, my self-esteem and courage were eroded, and I lost the drive to pursue my dreams. Perhaps because I lived in constant fear of being beaten by him, becoming an idol never even crossed my mind. Perhaps that's why it felt like Lim Ji-heon had stolen my dreams. I felt like I hit him because I hated him for doing what I wanted to do but couldn't.
"...I don't even want to see him debut and be loved.
I hate the fact that that bastard is doing what I couldn't do.."
"....Why do you think you can't do it??"
"....uh..?"
"You can start over from now on.
What's the problem? You can become an idol and achieve your dreams."
"....I'm not confident."
"No? I thought it was amazing that you hit Im Ji-heon.
You should debut too. Then you can become more famous than Im Ji-heon.
"Then, Im Ji-heon's pride will be hurt too. How much would he hate it if the person he always beat up became successful and doing well, but he couldn't hit him like before."
"....."
"You too, debut and beat Im Ji-heon.
that is Best revenge Isn't that right?"
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