[BL] It's an organization, but something feels strange.

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This story has no male or female protagonist.
It's just a post where kids are fighting and bickering among themselves.
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[Coup Jung/Kyeomshu/Jun-it/Minwon/Ho-u/Solbuchan]


[Killer]

- Choi Seung-cheol
- Yoon Jeong-han
- Moon Jun-hwi
- Kim Min-gyu
- Lee Chan


[command]

- Lee Ji-hoon

[Healer]

- Hong Ji-soo
- Seo Myeong-ho

[backup]

- Kwon Soon-young
- Jeon Won-woo

[shooting]
- Lee Seok-min
- Boo Seung-kwan
- Choi Han-sol



































































My head is spinning. I'm sure I'll run into Seungkwan.
It looks like it fell down...what am I looking at?

The moment I had a doubt, I realized.
That memory from back then.
It's a memory I wanted to forget, and one I'm barely beginning to forget.
If I paint it red to forget
Suddenly it popped out and got a black stain on the red color.
It becomes a mess.



This time too, it was turning black.

















































[Past point in time]

The child I respected and trusted the most.
Shin Ryu-hyun. Side by side with that kid.
Among the smiling organization members
I couldn't smile. Even if I tried to raise the corners of my mouth.
The corners of my mouth drooped as I kept feeling heavy.
But when I see that child, I feel warm for some reason
It made me laugh. Was it a bit of a mixed bag?

The reason I'm like this is because I've been given a big mission this time.
As time approaches, I get more and more nervous
His expression seemed to harden even more.
With Seungkwan's help, I blinked my eyes once.
It was possible to move in one go.

Oh, by the way, Seung-Kwan was supporting at that time.

The mission has begun. My colleagues are already excited.
As soon as the mission started, he ran wild and rushed in.
Probably since I came to this place
While I was thinking that maybe it hadn't started,
A radio transmission was heard from the commanding officer.
A sizzling sound is heard, followed by the conductor's voice.



"Team SMH Seo Myeong-ho excludedAll team members Injury."
"I would like to request support."
"The survivors retreat..."



I was dumbfounded for a moment. I tried to deny it, forgetting the last words.
I thought about that over and over again
As expected, what I heard was right.
All the team members except me are injured? What about Shin Ryu-hyun?
When you are wasting time for nothing
Seungkwan arrived just in time.

From far away, Seungkwan was running coolly.
Seung-kwan looked at me with surprised eyes.



"M.. Myungho hyung? Why are you here.." - Seungkwan



Before Seung-kwan could finish speaking, the radio came again.
It signals by making a buzzing sound.



"We are changing the operation. Member Seo Myeong-ho said."
"I will retreat and only provide support."
"I'm announcing this again..."



I guess I ignored it on my own will.
Ignoring the continuous radio transmissions,
Seung-Kwan also ran away, thrown back
He was making a funny face
He stabbed a member of the opposing organization with a knife.



"Ugh!.."



Spitting crimson liquid from his mouth
In the eyes looking at me
There was a sense of bewilderment and revenge.

Alone, wiping away the blood on the knife
Enter the building in front and sweep away the members of the organization.
Someone hugged me from behind
I fell down.

And then he blurted out words that were both familiar and unfamiliar.




"Stop it and heh..white flower..remember the white flower.....please.." - Seungkwan




The main character of those words was Seung-kwan.
After hearing this, I looked at my body.
Oh, this is killing me?
I wanted to, but my vision became blurry and I lost consciousness.

This was a memory that was part of me.
From then on, for some reason, I started to refuse big missions.
It's not that I hate it, but I just end up rejecting it.




















[today]

Even now, just thinking about it makes my whole body tremble.
The legs collapsed as if they didn't want to face reality,
His eyes opened wide as he faced reality.
The body's conflicting reactions are quite
It was a familiar gesture. The hands were clenched tightly as if indignant.
His arms were trembling as if he was about to swing them at any moment.

It was empty. Thanks to emotions,
Thanks to the trust that was far from me.
I felt like I was struck by lightning
I had to live my whole life with such excruciating pain that it felt like I was going to be torn apart.

From then on, I lived by killing my emotions.
Even when I'm about to burst out, I just think about that time
As if nothing happened
He stood still as if he were dead.
Maybe not everyone understands me
That's why I live like this, like this, just because of something like that

I lived without really expecting understanding.
Clearly I am trapped in the dark and lonely moon
I was alone and lonely, feeling the darkness.
But, as if God was playing a joke, light began to enter the moon.
If I go further into the corner, again
The light followed me. Then
And again, I was enveloped in light. I, who had been voluntarily trapped in the moon,
Slowly and gradually, I was being saved by the light.

The light I tasted after a long time was sweeter than I thought,
It gave me more pleasure than before I was trapped on the moon.
A more ecstatic feeling enveloped me,
I gave myself completely over to that feeling.
The light also seemed to sense the feeling and continued
I am foolish as I watch the growing light
I gave you a trust that I thought I would never feel again.

As everyone expected, the lump of trust I gave was eventually,



That trust was once again stained black and cracked.



As expected, I couldn't avoid it,
Just like back then, just like a tree.
I could only silently let my festering wounds fester.
In a state where new skin cannot grow and recovery does not occur
I am still today and tomorrow
You just have to stay silent.
I try not to let my emotions show again.

There was no longer any bright light where I was,
Only a warm red light remained.
People around me are making fun of me
The little twinkling star was beautiful,
Even from below, the sea looked very beautiful.

Can I become as beautiful as them?


































































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Commentary

 1.

The stars are beautiful → You don't know this feeling.
The sea is beautiful → I'm in love with you.



2. 
Myeong-ho doesn't know his feelings for Jun-hwi.



3.
Wouldn't it be fun if a couple had a big event? Haha
Will Jun-it's couple actually succeed?