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Entry 4: Dream

This happened last February 19, 2021. It's just my another weird dreams but now it involved SB19.

I was also on stage, like part of the staff. I was so close I could see SB19. I could also see the blue ocean from Atin. The settings were on concert. The formation I saw was the chorus of Go Up.

During the part where Sejun was about to sing, he suddenly couldn't sing. I could see the reaction of the four of them. Worried and confused. I could also see how Sej insisted on singing even though nothing was coming out. His face was so sad. Until he was taken off the stage and rushed to the hospital.

Because I was on stage, I could clearly see him coming down the stairs. I was about to follow him but Justin stopped me. Then he said,

When you wake up, tweet..

He instructed me to tweet what happened to warn or remind Sejun. At the end, Justin seemed to lighten my mood because he said,

Tag me, please.

He said that so we could both remember what happened.

After that, the next scene was me composing a tweet.

Hi Sejun, be careful. Take care of yourself.

PS. [tagging Justin's account] I don't know if you remember.

Then next scene I was in a boarding house but I still remembered the instructions. I also don't know if this was a dream within a dream because it didn't feel like that. After that I woke up to reality.

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I know it's weird if I'll follow his instructions. Imagine if you were Jah or a leader and you're getting a weird post. But you know what, I'll follow his instructions. I'm weird, so I stood by it. Haha. Since I also know that the possibility of them reading it is very small. 😅

There's probably nothing wrong with following Justin's instructions, right? I just told them to be careful. One thing I'm grateful for is that Justin made me feel lighter. The atmosphere was so heavy, it was like Jah was the representation that everything was okay. 💚

Tbh, I'm getting a lot of realistic dreams 😭 and even sometimes lucid dreaming too. That's why I overreact to my dreams.

SB19 made a comeback in March, March 9 to be exact. That was 18 days after my dream happened. Another reason that shocked me was that they postponed the music launch because they were exposed to someone who tested positive.

I'm crazy, I know.
Overthinker? Yes, I am.
I just want to share it. That's the only purpose of this entry. You can still comment if you don't like it, okay?

Just a disclaimer. I want to clarify that I'm not saying this because it's true or it's true. Everything could just be coincidence. Let's just pray for everyone's health.