BLUE STAR

My story back then (Manager)

I was very young at that time.
To use this story as a stepping stone for growth
I was so young at the time, and I felt sorry for my relatives who were supposed to be my stepping stone.

I still don't know her whereabouts.
Are you resting well, laughing, or crying?
Sometimes when I look up at the sky, I see that brightly smiling face.
Maybe I've forgotten her face now.
Five more months have already passed, making it a year already.

But I remember that time.
After crying for a while, I finally managed to get some food in.
I remember the day I poured my energy into crying again.
I gave her her first cosmetics as a gift on her last journey.
I remember my immature days when I would whine about when I would go buy cosmetics.
I also remember the fox rain that hit us in 2019.

It was a Thursday in July last year.

 









There's something I really want to tell you, even though I don't really want to.
There were times when I too fell into the abyss of life, struggled, and wanted to end my life.


But I wanted to tell you that you are all precious people.

No one can replace you.

Please love yourself, the only one in the world.

From now on.























Today's recommended song is 'Lemon' by Kenshi Yonezu.
It's a song about missing someone who left first.
I really like this song.
I hope you too can feel the sour and bitter taste of lemon while listening to this song.

Thank you very much to everyone who read this short article.
I hope you all have a fun and happy day today.

🖤