{ Still winter }
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"I'm sorry, Dae-hwi. This can't be helped anymore. You should find someone else... Stop clinging to me."
On Christmas Eve, every lover's favorite day, I said goodbye to the child I loved. The love story we had, which I thought would last forever, had come to an end.
And since then, my time has still stopped on Christmas Eve when I said goodbye to that child.
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"Hey Jeon Woong, you really don't want to date? I told you I'd introduce you to a good girl."
"Oh no;; When would I have time to date? I'm already so busy. And, if you're going to keep talking to me, why don't you go home, Kim Dong-hyun?"
"No, I said that because you kept feeling depressed after breaking up with Dae-hwi... You even said you wanted to break up."
"Where on earth did you hear that?"
"Is there a place that knows everything?"
Today, as usual, I start my day with my part-time job. I suppress the urge to punch Kim Dong-hyun, who has been harassing me since morning instead of doing any work, and deal with him.
Why am I bringing up that kid, who I haven't mentioned since breaking up with Dae-hwi, now, four months later? He already has severe rhinitis, so I'm dying to know if he's taking his medication and if everything's okay with him these days when the pollen is so bad.
"...Should I...contact you?"
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After finishing my part-time job, I came home and stared at the same window without being able to put my phone down.
That chatroom, frozen in time, now somehow feeling chilly. After much deliberation, I finally closed the window. I just couldn't muster the courage. I wanted to just tell her I missed her, but I couldn't find the courage...
I hugged my knees and sat there, holding my head. It was only a farewell, only a breakup. Why does my season stop because of you, and do the flower petals feel like snow? Feeling frustrated and unable to do anything, I raised my head and stared blankly at the mirror in my room, and a blurry vision began to cover my vision.
"Oh, really, Jeon Woong is crying so sadly..."
Four months have passed since I sent you away, and even though spring has come, I'm still spending the winter alone. Still, just as I said, you've met someone better than me and are in love. Now, I'm sure I'm no longer in your memories.
"It's April, but it's still winter, without a leader..."
Oh, the portion size has been reduced hehe
It's kind of short and I write after giving it a title, but since I'm still using "Winter" as the title, it's exactly the same as the song title, so I just quoted a lot of the lyrics hehe
I hope many of you are sleeping now, so I'm uploading this at dawn...