"yes...?"
"That guy, his emotions show so well.
...and why does that bother me so much?"
Senior Jaehyun's eyes wavered.
After catching his breath, he added quietly.
“And now, how I feel... why do I want to tell you?”
My heart sank.
What is the senior saying just now...
"Senior, what is that—"
"Hayeon-ah~~~!!! Where did you go~~!!!"
Senior Dokyeom's loud voice came rushing through the hallway.
Our Dokyeom sunbae who appeared again at perfect timing^^;;
"Hey hey, come quickly!! The mission briefing is starting!!"
I stared blankly at Senior Jaehyun, then barely nodded.
"Okay... I'll be there soon!"
***
The cameras and lights were already set up.
The other performers were gathered in groups of three or five, and Taesan was sitting next to me.
"Are you all here~? Today's mission is revealed~!"
Senior Dokyeom smiled brightly while holding the manuscript.
"This is my first date vlog mission!!! My heart is pounding so hard~~"
The performers began to murmur.
Taesan looked at me and smiled.
"I think we'll get along pretty well today.. I'm looking forward to it haha"
I smiled awkwardly.
"...Yes, please take care of it..!"
***
The camera director focused on us and asked.
"Hayeon, Taesan, are you ready to film?"
"N..yes!!"
Taesan and I headed to a small cafe near campus.
The cameraman followed.
"What would you like to drink?"
"I'm... anything is fine!"
"Then something sweet that Ha-yeon would like."
It's awkward...
It's okay. This is just a broadcast.
Senior will be watching too... Yeah?
No, why does that matter?
While I was thinking about something else, Taesan smiled and asked me a question.
"You said at first glance that I was burdensome?"
"Ah, that...! That, it's not that I don't like it, it's just that it feels awkward!"
I waved my hand hastily.
"It's okay. I wanted to become close with you quickly, so I approached you too suddenly. Without realizing it..."
"No.. No!! Thank you for being so considerate..."
"Then please treat me comfortably today too. Don't think there's a camera."
Taesan said, gently grabbing my shoulder.
At that moment.
I felt Senior Jaehyun watching me from behind over my shoulder.
The senior's gaze became increasingly complicated.
And my heart... became more and more complicated.
***
On my way home after filming, Taesan called me.
"Hayeon,"
"yes?"
"Um....Can I be honest?"
"what..?"
"At first, I didn't care because it was a broadcast... but actually, I'm really interested in Ha-yeon."
!!
"But Ha-yeon's heart... seems to be with Jae-hyun."
"...? uh....."
"It's okay. But I won't hide it during filming either..
I just wanted to let you know. I'm serious too haha
Then see you at the next shoot."
***
In front of the broadcasting department warehouse where we had come to return the props, senior Jaehyun was standing in front of the door.
"Hayeon-ah."
"S...Senior...?"
He looked at me for a long time and then said.
"Do you remember what I told you?
"My heart says"