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My last love, Jimin. It's under the red sunset, the moment we loved most passionately. I'm going to end my six years with you here. I'm going to separate from you for a while, cherishing the moments we shone so brightly.
We loved our sunsets, didn't we? The world awash in orange, the crimson sun filling our eyes, and our bright smiles. So let's stay under the sunset. Jimin, you're the most beautiful person in my life.
I guess this is what happiness is all about. Riding bikes together, enjoying the gentle breeze, reading a book under this sunset and sharing our thoughts, then coming home to a can of beer, squid legs, and Netflix. And finally, brushing our teeth together and sharing a ticklish kiss while lying side by side in bed. Those six years were filled with indescribably beautiful moments. How could I possibly define us with such lukewarm words?
- Lady.
I loved going to the beach with you last year. Watching the sun set over the ocean, enjoying the night market, the hotel wine glasses filled with my favorite cheese, and even the soft jazz you played. It was a day filled with our tastes. Even the mingling of our tongues and the refreshing scent of your body.
So there's no reason to say this. You and I have become so accustomed to each other, and I don't like how you and I act as if we take each other for granted. That's why I'm going to leave you for a while. I know it's selfish. I know it's wrong to the end, I know it's just hurting you, and I know you already know I'll be back soon. So, can you please understand my selfish self just one more time? Can't you encroach a little more on our dazzling orange youth? I won't make you wait long. Let's be together, close enough yet far enough so we won't drown in the dry loneliness.
My youth, my orange sunset, Jimin.
Your vast shining sky, your torn pieces, your lover who is your other half.
- love you.
Your bright smile and warm embrace overlapped, and I decided to take a step closer to the warm sunset that resembled you. Slowly, step by step. The sunset was clearly before my eyes, but somehow it felt cold here. Ah, this is the deep sea. Orange waters ripple, waves lap, and the sunset embraces me warmly.
So I closed my eyes and raised the corners of my mouth, absorbed in you.