This article contains the author's true story.
Please read while listening to Savege Love.
Oppa, do you know what happened when I fell for Park Jimin?
That day was our first meeting. It wasn't the first time we met face to face. It was an incident that others would have thought was crazy.
We met on a chat and as we talked, the more we talked, the more I fell for him. And a few days later, he confessed. I was an INFP back then, but now I've changed to an ESFP. I guess INFP traits are like a gold digger. I guess I was a gold digger.
I confessed, but I got rejected because of the age difference
Yeah, we were just chatting, but I thought maybe I was being hasty.
It was that good, but you said this to me who was upset?
"I'll wait." I was stupidly happy to hear those words. The waiting period was 3 years.
If anyone heard me, they would call me a fool. And Park Jimin, you were bad when you heard my confession. But wasn't it because I was there at that time when you were excited?
"Do you like flowers, oppa?"
"Yeah, but I like you more than flowers."
If someone were to look at it, it would be a fishing ground, but still, I would have been fine with it being a fishing ground. And people would tell me I'm pretty, and honestly, I have a handsome face. Park Jimin, you look handsome in the picture you used as your profile picture. You play the piano well and are multi-talented, so you boasted about it more.
But I thought this unrequited love would be okay, but it's just me who's excited about it.
I was a little tired so I watched other kids too. Like an idiot
But I only thought of you, Park Jimin. I'm sorry, but I tried harder to be your ideal type. Park Jimin, a person with a pretty smile. Because your ideal type is you, I lost more weight, put on makeup, and paid more attention to pretty clothes. I should have let it slide. No, I should have just ignored you in the first place. Even if you keep cursing like that, I feel like an idiot for not giving up. To be honest, if someone heard me, they'd call me a fool or an idiot, but I liked you.
I just couldn't let go of you, Park Jimin.
And now it's been six months since that incident.
I have nothing to say...
