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My most cruel star in the world
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Yeoju) "Will we meet up like this again next time and play?"
That day... no, at that time, there were a lot of complaints about my relationship with him.
It just exploded that day.......
Donghyun) "Should we look for somewhere else next time?"
He said to me with a slight frown.
I brought it up because I figured he was probably thinking the same thing as me. He probably knew something about it.
Yeoju) "........No, it's okay. I'm tired. Just"
Donghyun) ".............Me? Or.....our relationship?"
The muggy summer heat settled over my entire body, and the humidity of the rainy season entered my nose through the air, filling my lungs with humid air. I was breathing, but I didn't feel like I was breathing.
And that day........
Yeoju) ''You too... Our relationship too... Everything........."
I...... still can't forget that look on his face, and that look on his face made me realize that I was holding a carving knife and carving wounds into his heart, line by line.
Donghyun) "You mean you want to stop...?"
(Yeoju) ".......You and I are both tired......."
Donghyun) "Yeah, I'm tired! I'm tired........
I'm tired of the repetitive daily routine, the same greetings and formal questions...
But what can we do? This is how we love."
Yeoju) "That's tiring! That's our way!!
It's been a while since I've seen you, but you're just looking at your phone again...
Are you dating me or your phone?
Donghyun) "That's it!!"
(Yeoju) "I know too!! It's because of the assignment!!!
To be honest... We may be in different departments, but we go to the same school... But do you think it makes sense to meet after only a month?
Dong-hyun) "I told you there were circumstances."
He looked at me coldly and spoke. Tears welled up in my eyes at his cold words.
Yeoju) "Then shouldn't we at least keep in touch?
I feel anxious... the women around you"
Donghyun) "We're just seniors and juniors in the same department. I told you so."
Yeoju) "But I'm still so anxious that I'm going crazy. I'm going crazy because I'm drinking at a gathering and I'm losing contact.
"I wonder if he has another woman in his life. I wonder if he has feelings for another woman. I don't know why I keep thinking like that, but I guess so......."
Donghyun) "..........."(Yeju) "I know... I want to stop... It's so hard... "
I couldn't hold back my tears, which were heavier than the falling rain. He wiped them away and opened his heavy mouth.
Donghyun) "I know too... that I'm pathetic and lacking... I didn't want you to feel that way..."
He swallowed his bitter sorrow and his gaze slowly moved across my face.
Yeoju) "Let's stop now..."
Shoo-
As we stood facing each other without saying a word, the sound of the rain falling became even clearer. That sound of the rain falling...
I should have said something then... to hide this noise until he spoke...
Donghyun) "Okay... I'm sorry... Yeoju..."
Yeoju) ".........."
Donghyun) "Shall we stop now?"
As I nodded, he came towards me, dropped the umbrella he was holding, and hugged me tightly.
In the reaction and embarrassment of him hugging me, I also dropped the umbrella and we felt each other's warmth as we got caught in the rain...
I thought it would have cooled down... but Donghyun's temperature was still hot. I don't know if it was Donghyun's tears or Donghyun's embrace, but it was still hot.
Donghyun) "This is the last... greeting..."
With those words, he slowly pulled away from me.
Goosebumps ran down my spine as the warmth vanished. It was still summer, but the rain was still cold.
Donghyun) "I'm sorry I'm not cool... I think I'll regret it if I can't even do this."
With those words, he picked up his umbrella, turned around, and left me.
Donghyun) ".........I love you. No, now I love you... right?"
Looking at his back, I could feel his heart cooling down faster than the falling rain... To the point where I wondered if it was really his heart...
Tears welled up in my eyes... Should I catch him now? Should I say sorry? Should I run over and stop him from going any further...? What have I... done?
I want to see him... I'm selfish enough to want to see him... I thought I was crazy for a moment...
At that moment, a thousand thoughts came to mind, and because of that, Dong-Hyeon's back gradually became farther and farther away...
(Yeju) "Sigh......sob........sigh........''
My vision blurred by tears. So... I couldn't see Donghyun anymore...
Absolutely.... It's not that Dong-Hyeon left.... It's just that tears covered Dong-Hyeon's face.
Friend) [Hey, if you guys fight once, you'll fight really hard. To the point where you'll end up talking about breaking up.]
At that time, we said that it would never happen and that we would last forever.........
I was stupid..... forever...