Choi Soo-bin's First Love 10 - Choi Soo-bin's first love

* This article is entirely fictional.

()ㅡCall & Message

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It's been over a week since Subin went on tour. Maybe it's because I see her almost every day.

I couldn't get used to not seeing her even for a day. I contacted Subin from time to time.

I exchanged messages with the members here and there and said I was in Atlanta, USA.

I think there is a time difference of about 13 hours, but it is 10 AM now, so there

It's probably around midnight. Subin will be asleep, right? I sleep between morning and afternoon.

Even talking on the phone was difficult. But what are humans? They must be creatures of adaptation.

While I was preparing for the meeting, my phone vibrated and the caller was Soobin♡

(Subin, you didn't sleep?)

(Yeah, I want to listen to your voice before I go to bed)

(I didn't contact you on purpose because I was worried Subin would fall asleep... I miss you)

(I miss you too. I took a walk in front of my accommodation in the morning and the weather was nice.
I miss you so much I'm dying haha There are a lot of good restaurants here
Let's come together next time)

(Okay! I have to go to a meeting now, so I'll have to get going. Good night, Subin.)

(Yeah, honey, do your best today too)

I feel strong when I hear your voice. I feel excited for no reason when I think of Subin.

After the meeting, it was lunch time so I went out and had a quick lunch.

On the way back, the maple leaves were beautifully colored.

October is almost over. It was a day when the autumn sunlight was warm and I thought of Subin.

I got a message from Beomgyu. I hope you won't be bored on your way home.

(Hey, heroine. What are you doing?) - Choi Beom-gyu

(I just got off work. What time is it there? You're already up?)

(It's like 7 in the morning, I woke up to exercise, but now I'm getting off work)

(Do you keep calling my name?)

(I hate older sisters, please be my heroine, Kyu >3<)

(Hey? Hey, I'm Subin's haha)

(Even if you break up with Chi-Subin hyung, you can't break up with me?)

Ah.. This kid often came at me openly, so Soobin said to Yeonjun

I wasn't being cautious, I was being cautious of Beomgyu

Beomgyu is like a real puppy. Let's say he's a stupid puppy who only cares about his owner.

Subin went on tour with me and recommended places to go and restaurants.

He saved it and shared it with me, and took pictures of the concert hall and practice, etc.

And he sent me photos of himself and the members from time to time.

We were all busy doing our own work.

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Author's point of view

Finally today, I don't know how Yeoju endured the past month. At the airport on TV

There were a lot of reporters and fans gathered around. Soon, Subin and the members came one by one.

He was coming out and the camera shutters were going off randomly. Subin was looking at the camera.

He waved his hand and mouthed, "I'm here," to the female protagonist.

It was only at 8pm that all schedules were finished and the members returned to their accommodations.

Soon after, the female lead awkwardly greeted the members.

"Yeoju, I missed you! I worked really, really hard while thinking of you. Praise me."

He spoke while leaning his head in to match the heroine's height. Then the heroine stroked his head.

"Our Subin did well. Thank you for coming back safely."

Subin hugs Yeoju again and rubs his head on her shoulder. Thanks to that, his neck is sore.

I don't need to say anything to understand the members' expressions as they look at the two female leads who are ticklish.

"It's not just the two of us here.
"Show your affection when we're not around." -Taehyun

"Ugh, Choi Soobin, what's wrong with you! Does the female protagonist only see Soobin hyung?" - Beomgyu

"Noona, I'm upset. Please hug me too." - Kai

"...." -Yeonjun

"I really missed you guys"

The female protagonist was surrounded by members and hugged each one of them.

Seeing that, Subin was busy separating the members and Yeoju.

"What's wrong with you guys? The heroine is mine. Stop falling." - Soobin

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The cold wind is starting to blow and Christmas is already in the streets.

I was creating an atmosphere. Ah, I have a schedule for Christmas and the end of the year.

I sighed involuntarily, thinking I'd have to watch it on TV that day.

Yeah, my boyfriend is famous and busy.

"Manager Han, Mr. Yeonjun will be arriving soon. Are you preparing well for the interview?"

"Ah, yes! I've prepared all the materials."

"I'm jealous, sir. You chose Yeonjun again."

The cool temple's eyes sparkled with envy, and I responded with an awkward smile.

Ah seriously, I'm still awkward after confessing, I'm screwed

My head was spinning, wondering what the Fed was thinking when it came to interviewing me.

Soon the interview time came and I hurried into the conference room.

Just then, Yeonjun came in and greeted me with a smile.

"Long time no see, Miss Yeoju."

"Yes, hello, Yeonjun."

Mr. Yeon-jun acted as usual and answered only while looking at me throughout the interview.

But there were times when I hesitated to ask questions because his eyes looked so sad.

I was able to finish the interview safely and said goodbye to him, saying thank you for your hard work, before leaving.

When I was about to grab the door handle, Yeonjun followed me and was right behind me.

Yeonjun held me still and spoke in a low voice.

"I missed you"

"..!!.."

"..I know I shouldn't do this, but I can't do it the way I want."

I froze without saying a word to his words and placed my hand on Yeonjun's shoulder.

I felt his breath. It felt like time had stopped. He was holding me tighter and tighter.

Just as I was about to feel it, I heard a knock and only then did he start playing with me.

"Did you have a good interview? This is my second time, so I'm not sure if I sounded natural."

The editor-in-chief spoke with a smile, and Yeonjun said that Yeoju led the way.

The manager replied that the interview went well and thanked me. I went out with him.

My heart was agitated when I saw Yeonjun. Because of me and Soobin

It's obvious that our relationship will not improve, and we have to see each other every day.

I wonder if it's right for me to stop here so that things don't get awkward for both of us..?

Subin must know too, right? I'm really confused.

I don't want to break up with Subin

It's true that if things continue like this, it will be difficult to see each other's faces.

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Author's point of view

The heroine who thinks about it for several nights and thinks about it again, only to break up

I thought it was the right answer. I didn't want the two of them to get hurt because of me.

I met Subin as if I had made up my mind. Subin, who didn't know anything, met Yeoju.

As soon as I saw her, I smiled brightly and hugged her gently.

"I had a hard day today, but seeing Yeoju makes me feel better."

"Our Subin shouldn't have a hard time, she just needs to be happy."

I tried hard to hold back the tears that seemed like they would fall at any moment.

The female lead is stroking Soobin's head

"What are you talking about? I'm so happy right now... What's going on?"

Subin, who had been holding back tears for a moment, was embarrassed.

"Why, heroine? Did I do something wrong? Don't cry."

"..Subin, I'm sorry..I'm really thinking of breaking up with you (wipes away tears)"

"What are you talking about? Are you saying we should break up?"

The female protagonist nods at Subin's words.

Subin's eyes began to shake as he finally grasped the situation.

"I'm so tired, I'm tired of waiting for you"

"Hey, there's still a lot we haven't done yet."

"....."

"I can't live without you. I'll do better, okay?"

"I want to see you every day and be with you, but it's hard for you and me."

"....."

Subin feels infinitely sorry for Yeoju because it is true.

As a public figure, I couldn't even dream of a normal relationship. No, dating wasn't easy.

But because he knows that the female lead is not sincere... Subin doesn't break up

I think it's just a short break

'I'm sorry, Soobin.. It's all my fault for being selfish.
'I say I love you, but I only hurt you' - Yeoju

I don't think this is a breakup
I'll wait anytime, but you have to come quickly. - Subin

As if it were a trick of heaven, Soobin and Yeoju broke up on the first snowy day.

Soobin decided not to think that her first love was over.

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Sudden breakupㅜㅜ
The members' portions are very small
No, when will it end?
Actually, I'm squeezing out the detailsㅜㅜ
It's very difficult to finish...
I'm dying from staring, but writing is fun (what can I do)

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