[Contest] Rainy night

So what should I do?

“When will it end?

“Our... relationship.”

".....well.."

The sincerity felt in the team leader's tone of voice,

I wanted to get out of this situation quickly.

Inside the car, the only sound was the falling rain.

“Team leader... has a heart...Is it easy..?”

“If it were easy... I wouldn’t have said that in the first place.”

“I... I really... don’t know anything.

Am I living... There's something else inside me...

Are you manipulating me as you please?

Really... enough to make me think that way....”

“...What do you want to say?”

“....Ha... That’s ridiculous... Right..?”

"yes"

“Even if I want to forget now, I can’t forget on my own…

I think I'll try making a fresh start...

“I keep hesitating...”

“I don’t know what I want to say...”

“.....At least refuse...”

“...So why are you rejecting me now?”

“....I’m sorry for just coming without saying anything...”

“You did it so quickly. And why did you refuse?”

The team leader's tone and voice made it seem like everything was over.

I haven't been able to do it for over two years,

The team leader finished it in one month.

I wanted to ask why you like me.

No, why did you like it?

To someone who lives a life like this rainy day like me...

What made you feel good?

Because it was something I couldn't understand...

I wonder if it's sympathy,

Did you think about it and say that to me?

I wanted to ask that too.

I wonder if it's confusing...

Because it is quite possible.

Anyone who knows my situation right now...

But I couldn't ask.

Are you afraid of the answer?

I wonder if I'll end up with a pitiful life..?

Or maybe it's just because of the changed voice?

I can't even explain why I'm having these worries.

“They’re all here.”

“..Uh..It’s raining...”

The raindrops are much thinner than when I left the company.

He seemed to be lost in thought in the car and didn't notice the faint sound of the rain.

“They said they’d come tonight.

“Let’s wait a bit. We don’t know when it will pour again.”

So we went into our house together again.

“Would you like to eat something..?”

“They say the rain will continue until tomorrow morning.”

".....ah.."

“If you’re hungry, eat anything. I’m fine.”

He doesn't even make eye contact with me and just looks out the window.

The rain that should have been pouring down falls weakly as if it were about to stop.

I wish it would just stop...

I wonder if I can do that...

“What are you thinking so hard about?”

I think it has started.

“It’s been a while, right?”

“...It’s been a while...?”

“You know, Ui-geon...”

The word 'Eui-geon-ah' feels a bit awkward.

My mind was complicated, so I took out two cans of beer from the fridge and gave one to Ui-geon.

It's been a long time, and it's Yi-geon's turn.

I'm thinking about that person.

“Eui-geon... Actually, I...”

Calling your name without any overwhelming emotions...

I just found out that it is possible.

“I like that person...”

“....What about you..?”

“...I...don't know...”

"...what?"

"....all.."

It was also the first time that I had told Ui-geon about someone other than Ui-geon.

It was also the first time that I heard that Eui-geon had other concerns besides Eui-geon.

It was the first time that Ui-geon thought of someone other than Ui-geon in front of him.

“This is the first time I’ve talked to you about someone else, right?”

Today, for some reason, Ui-geon is silent.

“Sorry.. I said something weird..”

“...Who is that person..?”

"....there is.."

“What do you want to do..?”

“.....”

“...Do you want that person... to keep liking you?

Or... would you like me to dislike it?”

“....... That’s not it.”

“What is it..?”

“....I’m sorry.. Please pretend I didn’t hear that..”

"...why?"

“....I’m sorry to you...”

“Don’t be sorry, just..

“Say what you want to say..”

“.....I think a new start... will be okay...

If it's that person... it might be okay...

I thought so...”

“...”

“...Uh... Am I drunk..? You're talking nonsense...

“Just pretend you didn’t hear it.”

Eui-geon, who had been staring at me, suddenly got up from his seat and grabbed my hand.

And then he lifted me up from my seat.

“Why do you keep pretending not to hear?”

He took my hand and led me into the living room.

Did you feel bad about what I said?

The stern expression was unfamiliar.

“Look outside.”

The rain outside the window I saw,

Since when did it stop?