All the memories in my life,
All the memories,
For the first time 'happiness'Days that reminded me of the word
As if deep in my heart, even at this very moment
Breathe beautifully_
Late at night, a small convenience store with the only light outside the window.
-Ting-!
Leaving behind the bell that was shaking and making a thin, thin sound
A woman comes out.
She is the one who replaces the moonlight obscured by clouds
I walked, relying on the streetlights on the side of the road.
It's late again today
I bought a quick snack at a nearby convenience store and came to the park.
I sat quietly on the bench, muttering, holding a snack for dinner in my hand.
"I've been eating convenience store food three times a day for several days now. No matter where I go for part-time work, they won't accept me..."
It's a little funny, but now I feel sorry for myself too..
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Because I don't have parents, I studied hard on my own in the countryside and paid for my high school tuition with the help of kind people around me.
I am an ordinary high school senior living a normal school life.
Well... but in some ways, he's not an ordinary person at all.
I hope you can guess what I mean by what happens next.
This school life has been like this for three years now. There are some inconveniences... but other than being ignored a little by the other kids, it seems okay.
And these days, it suddenly occurred to me that it would be better to earn my own money and use it for necessary things without worrying about what others think, rather than borrowing money from others to pay for my tuition.
So, I've been looking for a part-time job whenever I have time for a few days...Today is another failure.
"Ahhh! This is so annoying."
Despite working hard since the weekend morning, I couldn't find a part-time job.
Since this was a rural area where not many people went, it seemed like there would be no shortage of workers in the store.
" ..under "
I threw the food I was eating to calm my stuffy mind into the trash can.
I walked around the park.
Maybe it was because it was night, but it was colder than before.ha. He exhaled and white smoke rose.
"It's already winter. I wonder if it'll be very cold this year too."
After walking around a few times like that, I headed home.
"What is your name?"
If you hadn't met me,
" "
If I hadn't appeared before your eyes,
"I'm so happy when I'm with you, sir."
If only someone other than me could see your pretty smile,
"Please bloom every day. I won't forget..."
If I weren't in your life, where even your crying face was sadly beautiful
Would your life have been infinitely more beautiful?
__If you were my blessing and not a punishment__
Thank you so much❤