
It's been a while since I've said hello to you all :-) How have you been?
My school doesn't have midterms, only finals, so the scope is incredibly broad... So I've been studying really hard for the exams lately! It's already 34 days away...
Ah, everyone, I just made a big decision and deleted all my work! I used to write on my blog, but lately, I've only been writing a little bit, so I'm not even sure what I'm writing about... Plus, I read a lot of fanfics while browsing blogs to get used to blogging, but lately, I've been caught up in the unique sensibility and photo-op sensibility of FanPlus, so my blog traffic has been decreasing... It's been over a year since I decided to quit fanfollowing and posted an announcement, and in that time—a long time, a short time—a lot has happened. It's been a busy few months, and I'm doing well now, but I feel really exhausted, both physically and mentally. In some ways, I wonder if quitting fanfollowing and staying connected with you all and consistently posting on FanPlus was a really good choice. But because of that, I've had embarrassing fights with many people, and I've often felt like the humanity I'd grown so much thanks to you all has been eroding. A few months ago, I would have been quite shocked and sorry to hear you ask why I came back after you'd abandoned me under the guise of a reader. And I think I pretended nothing happened, thinking of all of you who still loved me. But lately, I've been thinking about just doing whatever I want, regardless of whether it's true or not.
Well, I'm just mumbling along, so I'm not sure what the point is... I don't think I'll stop blogging altogether, but I probably won't be writing much either.
(What do you want me to do?)
Yeah, really, what do you want me to do?
Haha ...
Ah, you guys, the title is "Sadam-0", what is it? You might be wondering... The entire Saddam room is closed^
I thought I was going to die doing this... If I change it to only show me one thing, it bounces and goes up to the top. Think about it. I did 200 or so and it kept doing that.
But the sad story that I really want to know what to do is a real sad story.
No no this is not it what is that so it means I am going to start over again!!!
Well, honestly, I don't know when I'll be writing again.
This is my first exam, so I'm excited to come back after the exam, but I'm worried that I'll go crazy if I keep studying for the exam...
Or, since I have some time now, should I write something like the prologue or the first episode... Or maybe do some research or just lay out the outline?
No, guys, but I told you before that I was digging up some kind of Toodipan, so I've been neglecting Epsik. I even turned off the Epsik account's Twitter notifications.
(crazy guy)
But I'll try to keep discipline. I find it strange that streaming is being neglected while continuing to play.
Yes, good night. It was a strange month where I would come late at night and just talk and laugh to myself. Goodbye.
