Beomgyu's words were over. Tears flowed without resistance from his expressionless face, his eyes unfocused.
“It’s a suicide.” ((Beomgyu
“You must have been sick.” ((Yeoju
Because the female protagonist omitted the subject, it was impossible to know who was the subject of her emotions. Beomgyu took a deep breath and lowered his head in disbelief, laughing like he was half-mad.
“After Obin’s funeral, I went to the place where Obin committed suicide.” ((Beomgyu
''How was it there?'' ((Yeoju
Beomgyu stopped laughing for a moment and closed his eyes slightly as if recalling the scene.
“It was cool and beautiful. The night view was like stars. It was so beautiful that I wanted to keep it to myself. That’s why I was sad.” ((Beomgyu
After he finished speaking, he tousled his hair and complained that he didn't know why he was explaining all this in detail.
''Where are you going now? Are you going home?'' ((Yeoju
“I have to go. But I don’t know where my house is. My house was different before and after Obin left me, so I don’t know where I want to go.” ((Beomgyu
''Why?'' ((Yeoju
“Before Obin left, the house was filled with regrets, and after Obin left, Obin remained in the house.” ((Beomgyu
“Still, you have to decide. You can’t spend the day here. Are you going to sleep out?” ((Yeoju
'' ...No.'' ((Beomgyu
Beomgyu took a sip of the tea in front of him and looked out the window.
''It's still raining.'' ((Beomgyu
''Is it a shower? A drizzle? Or is it someone's tears?'' ((Yeoju
“If it’s my tears, will you tell me the rest of my story until the rain stops? About the house that Obin left behind.” ((Beomgyu
“It doesn’t look like the rain will stop anytime soon.” ((Yeoju
Yeoju sat back down. Beomgyu smiled faintly, his face a bit bitter and fragrant, as he sank into the rain.
Dandelion seeds
Memories of the Stars
Beomgyu hesitated for a moment in front of the front door, then finally raised his arm. Then, the hallway lights, which had been dimmed due to the lack of human presence, illuminated him.
The doorbell rang along with the sound of heavy rain outside.
“Obin, I’m here.” ((Beomgyu
The doorbell rang tirelessly, and after a while, the cold sound of the password resonated like a resonance.
The house reeked of Obin. Whether I closed my eyes or opened them, the view was the same. In that place, where I could almost feel the warmth, Obin appeared.
[Honey, are you here?] ((Obin
“What kind of honey are you... You’re making me cringe... “ ((Beomgyu
(Chee... It's nice but it bounces.) ((Obin
Beomgyu responds to Obin's words, still ringing in his ears, then collapses to the ground. He clutches his heart tightly. Tears stream down his face as he pounds hard on the floor. He cries out, calling out the broken name.
'' That's right... I like it... I'm bouncing because I like it... So please, please appear in front of me... '' ((Beomgyu
Obin, whom he felt had been erased for three months, was actually buried deep within his heart. Because Obin was in Beomgyu's every moment, and because Obin was always at the end of his gaze, he simply couldn't sense her absence.
It seemed like the three-month gap and the decades, maybe even months, of not seeing each other for days were mixed together and I was deeply immersed in longing.
I miss you, I miss you so much I miss you so much I miss you so much I can't even describe it in words I miss you so much I can't even feel any emotions Maybe because I think of the word 'miss' so much, this word is so awkward I miss you I love you Come see me I miss you so much I miss you so much I miss you so much I want to see you I want to touch you I want to hug you I need your warmth I miss you so much I want to run to you right now I know exactly where you are, but because I can't go find you, I miss you and I miss you even more.
'' love you ''
"Where are you? I'll run over there right now."
'' I miss you ''
'' miss ''
''Where did you go?''
'' love you ''
''I can't see you''
'' I miss you ''
''I want to go find you''
'' love you ''
''Say anything''
''I'll go find you now''
'' love you ''
“I’m sorry I couldn’t tell you that I love you more.”
''I don't know where to go''
'' love you ''
“I’m sorry, I don’t want to give up on you.”
'' miss ''
'' I miss you ''
''You were my everything''
''I am you''