[⚠️Warning Caution⚠️]
This content is written in homage to Suga's second mixtape, "Dear My Friend" and several characters.
Contains scenes of profanity and drug addiction.
(Those who are uncomfortable, please cut off your hands in advance)
Transferred from a collection of short stories.
*All stories come from the author's head.
Unauthorized distribution and reproduction are prohibited.
©️ Earthquake in My Head (2022)
Dear My Friend 7
Fortunately, the small theater at the nearby provincial training center was empty on that date, so we were able to rent it. However, there was an event the day before, so an on-site inspection was conducted as soon as the performance date was set.
Foundation staff came for the inspection.
I was worried about Aegisam, who was not yet familiar with the training center's geography, so I went with her on the field inspection day.
"Thank you for coming all this way.
This is team leader Jeong Tae-hoon.
Thank you so much for coming all the way to the countryside.. haha"
I took out my business card and gave one to the staff.
My name here is Jeong Tae-hoon.
The name Taesik is not used at the center.
When I was admitted to a nursing home after losing contact with my parents and sinking to the bottom of my life, I changed my name with the thought that I needed to become a different person.
Still, the shadow that came down from the house was left behind.
A part of my painful past still remains inside me like a single letter left behind. When I occasionally feel the pain of that past, which is so different from my present life, I think of it as a signal to check again whether I am doing well.
Those who came out of the foundation were sound engineers.
They looked around closely and took pictures of the stage, stage facilities, etc.
While the inspection was in progress, Risoo Sam, who was walking around the Niwa Training Center, started to pour out his worries about the event, such as how to invite people and whether or not to prepare refreshments.
"If BTS comes that day, I think I'll have to give them a separate thank you speech, but Team Leader, you won't run away that day, right..?"
I felt as if my true feelings had been exposed by Risoo's words.
Knock knock knock!!
"Team leader, are you okay..?"
"Oh, it's okay, Risu, keep talking~"
"Even during that time, whenever there was an external event or interview,
You just took it out! "
"No, there are many other great springs at the center.
"I'm not an upright person... I should just do my job and stay quiet.."
Although I laughed and spoke politely, Risoo's face was filled with worry.
"I'm so worried because this is my first time hosting a big event... ㅜㅠ
Team leader, you have to be with me!! You got it, right..??"
Oh my... I tried to run away, but what should I do... I'm in trouble...
Well... if we don't run into each other... I guess it'll be okay...
If it's not right, I might take sick leave for the day...
I'm still not mentally prepared to face Suga and Min Yoongi.
. . .
Recovering drug addicts always use the term "the rest of their lives."
Because our lives are already broken...
Because that life is lost and can no longer be recovered
Unlike other types of recoveries, they don't focus on recovering something, but rather on how to live the rest of their lives.
I can't change my messed up past,
I will never be ready to stand proudly before Yoongi.