2021.06.13
Still, today was better than yesterday.
Even though we still couldn't meet eyes, you didn't look at me.
I'm grateful for having a day where I could at least have a meeting alone.
Lately,
I sometimes wonder if I've been erased from your memory.
Pretend not to know each other even when we meet, and pretend not to hear each other even when we talk.
Are you deliberately ignoring me? I'd rather have that.
Don't forget me, it hurts too much.
A relationship that was once crazy about each other is forgotten in an instant.
One day, when we went back to our old relationship,
I wish I could make eye contact with you and smile again then.
I wish I could see you laughing and joking at my words again.