I was studying for my final exams soon, and I happened to look at my phone and saw a notification for this comment.
I was so happy. When I was really active on FanPlus, one of the people I was always grateful to left a comment on the last story I posted.
As I was replying to comments, I got a lot of thoughts and got a little emotional. Haha. There was a time when I worked hard and said I would never leave FanPlus, but recently, at some point, I honestly forgot about it. It feels so strange that I forgot about precious people in such a precious place.
When I think back to when I first started fanfics, it was in the summer of 2021 when I was serializing a work called "Convenience Store Part-Timer Girl." I was going through some difficult times mentally. However, I received a lot of comfort from meeting many readers at that time. At that time, I was happy because I wrote articles and replied to comments that were no different from my friends, or maybe even more so than my friends, showing affection and interest.
I can't express it in words, but I think I received so much love back then. People called me author for no reason, always touched me with their comments, and even gave me small gifts... There were so many things I was so grateful for! So when I think about that time and look at the DMs I received on the Dingdongdaeng Instagram account, and the comments on the posts Sadam and I wrote, I get a strange feeling of sadness and emotion. It's a time I really want to go back to, but I can't, so I think it's even worse.
And there are many other people I'm grateful to, but I especially cherish and thank you to Rurable, Kang-soo, Oing-toing-hit, and Kong-al-tan. If you read this and leave a comment, I'll be really, really happy.
Every time I posted, I was excited to see how many pretty, cute, precious, and sincere comments would be posted, and I miss those days when I would smile at the comments and think about how I could write such touching replies. ㅎㅎ.. I don't know who will see this conversation, but if there is someone who does, please leave a comment, even if it's just briefly, saying that you are doing well.
I used to have such a strong affection for Fanplus and the readers I used to call Daeng, but I don't know how I became so distant.. I don't know if it's because I have to study harder and harder as I get older, or if I just don't find writing fun, but now that it's too late, I regret it. ㅎㅎ..
Anyway, I'm sorry if I spoke too harshly, and I hope that everyone who reads this will be happy. My dogs have given me so much happiness, so much love that I will never receive again, so I really hope that you will be happy and that you will receive love from other people. For sure, haha.
The weather is getting colder and colder these days because it's winter. Today it's even below zero, so if you have to go outside, make sure to dress warmly☺️ As always, I love you and thank you💗