DO or DIE

Chapter 6-1: Guilt

The next day dawned.

Seung-kwan calmed his mind
I was lost in thought, looking out the window.

I tried to ignore the empty space between the two and think of something else,
Things didn't go as planned.

Jeonghan took his place next to Seungkwan.



Yoon Jung-han: Oh my~

Boo Seung-kwan: Ah, senior...

Yoon Jeonghan: Haha, what were you thinking?

Boo Seung-kwan: Haha... Just... Hansol or Myung-ho...
We haven't been together for long
I guess I've grown attached to you...

Yoon Jeong-han: That's right

Ah. Hansol asked me to ask you something!

Boo Seung-kwan: Hmm?!



Seung-Kwan was looking forward to it.



Yoon Jeong-han: I said I would definitely get you a vaccine and save you.
So we decided to go see a movie the next time we met!
Let's go watch Train to Busan
You said you saw a lot so you wanted to see something else?

Boo Seung Kwan: ​​Ah.. haha ​​should I go with you? ㅋㅋ

Yoon Jeong-han: That's obvious! What was it...?
A zombie movie based on a webtoon
It's opening soon, let's go see it together! Haha
They said I would know if I asked them, but what is it?



Seung-kwan didn't understand for a moment.

And I remembered it in a short time.

That movie is one I talked about with my friend Bin.

Hansol seemed to be listening to everything.

Seung-kwan thought that he had lost both Bin and Han-sol.
Tears welled up again.



Yoon Junghan: W...what is it..? Why are you like that, Seungkwan!
I guess I shouldn't have said that...
You still haven't made up your mind..?



Seung-kwan was also embarrassed by the tears that came out without him knowing.
I quickly wiped my tears and pretended to be calm.



Boo Seung-kwan: No..! Haha I'll definitely go see it... I'll definitely...

Yoon Jung-han: Haha, okay
I'm writing a few words for the kids, Myungho and Hansol.
Seungkwan, did you write it too?
If you feel like it, read them one by one and try writing them yourself!



In the writing that Min-gyu started
Everyone participated.



'Thank you all and I miss you so much!
- Seokmin, who loves you so much -'

'I'll definitely get it back, senior, hyung, trust me~ -Jeonghan-'

Don't give up -Hong JIsu-

'Thank you for trusting me.
I'll be a leader you won't be ashamed of. -Seungcheol-

'It hasn't been that long since I met my seniors.
It's so sad and unfortunate.
Put your worries aside and get some rest! - Lee Chan-ollim-'

'I will never forget. - Jeon Won-woo-'

'Thank you and I'm sorry!
Let's meet again! -Jun-hwi-'

'It's still a sadness that's hard to bear,
I don't think you guys want that either
I'll try to overcome it, I really miss you - Soonyoung-

Don't be sad. Don't get hurt. - Lee Ji-hoon -



If only Seungkwan had written
The writings of 11 people are gathered in one place.

Seung-kwan picked up the pen and wrote each character.

I'm sorry I couldn't protect you
Let's definitely go see a movie together! - Boo Seung-kwan -'

Each window has a different font
It was filled to the brim.

It wasn't that I didn't like seeing it.

Rather, it was beautiful.

Seung-kwan wrote the six letters of the two names written at the top.
I just stared.

at that time,










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Chapter 6-1

Guilt











Lee Chan: Senior!Can I talk to you?



Chan called Seungkwan.



Boo Seung-kwan: Why?

Lee Chan: I have something I want to say personally!
More than what other seniors hear...
I think it would be good for you if we did it among ourselves~!
If you are uncomfortable...!



When Chan said this, Seung-gwan couldn't help but listen.
Actually, I felt like listening too.

Chan and Seung-kwan went into a corner.



Lee Chan: Only senior
I think you can relate to me...
And I also sympathize with my senior
I think it's just me...!

Boo Seung-kwan: What the heck is going on?
Something similar to you and me...



Seung-Kwan thought about it.

Seung-kwan, who didn't have much to do with Chan,
I was wondering if it was long or short.

Chan, who gave Seungkwan time to think alone
He soon said it with his own mouth.



Lee Chan: Both of us...
You survived thanks to someone, right?



Seung-kwan felt his heart sink.

After hearing Chan's words, I remembered yesterday
It came back vividly to me again.

If only Seung-kwan hadn't acted carelessly
Hansol, who tried to save himself, would not have been infected either.

Why didn't I think of this?

Seung-kwan's sadness turned into anger towards himself.

And the process was evident on everyone's face.

Chan, looking at Seung-kwan's face like that
He continued talking.



Lee Chan: The teacher got infected because of me...
Instead of me who didn't know what to do
I was bitten by zombies.

Even in that moment of ecstasy, he told me to run away
I didn't add anything more than words.

I still vividly experience it as a dream.
The feelings and thoughts of that time...



Chan's words pierced Seung-kwan's heart.

Seung-kwan listened to Chan's story without saying anything.
I just listened.



Lee Chan: This is absolutely unforgivable.
If only it weren't for my stupid behavior
I wonder if the teacher is still alive
I can't even eat properly.



Chan's thoughts coincided with Seung-kwan's.

Seung-kwan seems to be pointing out Chan's mistakes
I felt hurt, ashamed, and regretful.

And Chan added:



Lee Chan: I wonder what I should do with my life like this.
If it's a life exchanged for someone else's life
I don't think it's necessary.

Seriously... Am I going to die..?



Seung-kwan came to his senses.

I lifted my head, which had been hanging down, and looked at Chan.

Then, I stopped him because I was worried about Chan.



Boo Seung-kwan: No... Don't do that...
You shouldn't be thinking like that...



Seung-kwan was confused.

I wonder if I can live thanks to Hansol.
Is it really true that one's actions are unforgivable?