Even though he looks like this, he's still a bully

8. Past

Lisa: Mom, what are you doing?
Mom: Oh, Lisa
You applied for tutoring
Lisa: Huh.. why?
Mom: Because you just play around so much
Lisa: Yes...
Mom: He'll be here soon
Lisa: Yes!

Ding dong

Mom: Oh, you're already here.
Jeon So-yeon: Oh, hello, mother.

This was the first time I saw Jeon So-yeon

Lisa: (You look upset...
Jeon So-yeon: Hmm... Lisa...
Lisa: Oh, here it is.
Jeon So-yeon: Ah~! You're Lisa.
You look pretty
Lisa: Oh.. yes, thank you
Mother: You can take classes in that room.
Lisa, let me guide you.
Lisa: Yeah

We are in the same space
I had a lot of time

When I first saw it

Jeon So-yeon: Do you know what this is?
Lisa: Yes

It looked really bad, but after a few months

Jeon So-yeon: Wow~ Our Lisa did well~
Lisa: Thank you..///

I like it

Jeon So-yeon: Lisa, are you concentrating?
Lisa: Oh..yes..? Yes..!
Jeon So-yeon: I can't concentrate these days...
Lisa: I'm sorry...
Jeon So-yeon: No~! Let's rest today!

Jeon So-yeon's smile was pretty
The hand that was holding me was really...
It was so good I couldn't even describe it

Gradually, my feelings of affection...turn into love...

Jeon So-yeon: That's it for today!
Good job, Lisa
Lisa: Teacher....
Jeon So-yeon: Why is that?
Lisa: I think I like you, teacher.
Every time the teacher smiles, she looks so pretty that I want to make her smile...
Excited...
Jeon So-yeon: Oh... I see...
Lisa: I'm sorry...! Just forget about it.
Jeon So-yeon: What.. haha
Thank you for confessing.
Lisa: Yes..! Hehe...

But one day...

Mom: Larissa!!!
Lisa: Yes?

match

lisa:....
Mom: When did Mom ever make you like teachers?!
Not a man, but a woman?
Lisa: Oh.. no, that's...
Mom: Why...you...leave the house...
Lisa: Hmm....yeah..?
Mom: Get out!!
Lisa: I'm sorry... I won't love again.
I'm sorry, Mom... Don't leave me...
Mom: Get out!!!

The moment you raised your hand to hit me

Dad: Honey...just hold on a little longer.
Mom: Let go..!!!
Lisa: Ugh...I'm sorry....!!

I was just scared so I went up to my room.
A few minutes later, my dad came into the room.

Dad: Lisa...

I said, clinging to my dad

Lisa: I was wrong... Don't leave me... I'll do better...
I'm sorry... don't hate me...

My dad hugged me tightly

Dad: Dad respects Lisa.
Even my mom respects Lisa... I'm just surprised.
lisa:....
Dad: Don't cry...
Pretty Lisa becomes ugly.. haha
Lisa: What is it.. lol

Fortunately, nothing major happened with my dad.
It's become really awkward with my mom
We never had to meet
I was avoiding it...
A year has passed since I started avoiding it
My dad asked me if I wanted to live alone.
I think it would be difficult to live while being mindful of others' feelings.
My dad found me a house and sent me 100 million won every month.
I became very depressed while living alone.
I met Jenny
And as we talk about our inner feelings, we become closer...
Somehow my personality became twisted...
And since I fought with my mom, I started writing a diary
Negative diary
....