Foolishness keeps holding me back

Episode 1. Why I Said We Were Breaking Up, and My Regrets

[ The reason I said goodbye,

And regret ]






“....Yejun hyung.....”




The day after I broke up with Byul,
As soon as I got to work, I looked for Yejun.



Nam Ye-jun.



My college senior,
He is a close friend and my direct senior.




photo“Oh, is Ha-min here?”



“Yes, bro... I......”



“Yeah, what’s going on?”



“I broke up with that star...”



“Huh? .... Why?”




Yejun hyung is between me and Byeol
They cheered me on so passionately.
I wanted to pour out my complicated feelings to my brother.



In response to Yejun's question,
I reminded myself again why I broke up with her.
There was only one reason why I broke up with Byul.




“...I feel sorry for Byul-i.....”



“What does that mean?”



photo“...It's literally true.
May the stars be by my side forever
I think it will be difficult to protect it.
“I just kept feeling sorry.”



“.....”




Yejun hyung is on my shoulder
After patting me a couple of times,
First, I moved to a different seat.
It seemed like he understood the hidden meaning in my words.





*





Urgently due to an emergency fire
We went out wearing fire-fighting suits
Each person performed their role.
I jumped into the huge fire.




photo“Who is there!!!!!”




Passing through the acrid smoke,
I quickly searched for people who might be inside.
Rescue people found during the search
Hand over outside the building,
The search process was repeated again.



Beep-


“I think it’s okay to come out now.
“Come out quickly!”



"yes!


Beep-



After receiving a radio message from Yejun,
I quickly left the building.
The rescued people are prepared for any unexpected situation.
After being transferred to the hospital by 119.





photo“Everyone worked hard.
“Let’s withdraw.”




I returned to the fire station
I waited for a moment and looked at my phone.
There were still traces of the star that had not been erased.




"ha....."



For a moment, I went into the gallery
The album of Byul-i that caught my eye.
I left it there without erasing it yet,
This is how we came to meet.



When I go into KakaoTalk,
Chat room with the star pinned at the top.
When I entered the chat room,
Byul-i's profile was completely down.




".... no way....."




I quickly checked this and that.
And then I found out.
Byeol-i takes down everything related to me,
He quickly blocked my number.



photo“...... That’s right, Byeol is that kind of person.....”




Byeol was a child who had suffered a lot.
There was a lot of pain hidden behind the bright smile,
That pain became a wound and left an indelible mark on Byul.




“Again... I hurt you......”




When a star gets hurt
That day was extremely difficult and painful.
But, the next day, I quickly pulled myself together
A child who tries to forget.



You blocked me now,
You're trying to forget me, right?




photo“..... Why do I regret it already.....?”




I said goodbye to Byul-i because I was sorry, but
I felt like I made a wrong choice.
But since I chose to break up...
There's nothing I can do about it...?










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[Author's Note]
Finally, episode 1!
Even if it slows down, I will try to keep going!
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