Foolishness keeps holding me back

Episode 4. The Aftermath of a Six-Year Reunion

[The aftermath of a six-year relationship]






Did Yejun tell his cousin?
It seemed like he had contacted me.
For some reason, I helped Yejun hyung
It felt like I was receiving a lot.



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After Yejun replied to his brother,
I immediately checked the next contact.
I received a call from a person named Kang Yu-hyeon.



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I confirmed that he was the PD of Transfer Romance
I continued the conversation, a little nervously.



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After making the next appointment, I took a moment
I went to the kitchen to drink some water.
I poured water into a cup and drank it.




“Whew......”




It still feels like a dream
My thoughts were greatly affected.
Is it really true that I am a star?
I wonder if we can meet again,
Because I didn't know if Byul would accept this.
I felt that way even more.



I turned off the kitchen light and headed back to my room.
A dark space where darkness has settled.
Asking for sleep that never comes,
Finished the day.





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The next day, I got off work
I headed to the place I had promised to meet with the PD.
As we entered the cafe, there were numerous cameras
The production crew was gathered in one place.




photo"hello..!"



“Oh, welcome, Ha Min!
“Thank you for coming.”



“Hey, no. Thank you for coming on time.
Rather, I'm grateful haha"




I was really nervous when I actually met him.
Fortunately, the atmosphere was relaxed
My mind became much more at ease.




“Is Mr. Ha Min’s X person Byeol-nim?”



photo“Ah.., yes, that’s right.”




Are you planning to start in earnest?
My X, Byeol-i's name came out.
Then, immediately, my body became stiff,
It's hardened.




“Hamin, you’re frozen again…
are you okay?"



photo“Uh.... yeah hehe...
But only for about 5 minutes
“Is it okay if I rest?”



"of course,
“I’ll go and rest for a bit.”




Maybe I just didn't think about it at all,
Maybe it's because I trust the passage of three years too much,
Before I knew it, my head was full of
I couldn't forget Byul-i.





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After finishing the meeting, I returned home.
I was tired, probably because I had used up a lot of energy.
I went into the bathroom to wash up quickly.




“.......”




Facing the flowing water,
I thought about the stars.
Byeol-i was a person who smiled brightly in front of me.




"ha......"




After actually meeting the PD, I became greedy.
If by any chance the stars come out together,
I began to hope that maybe I too would have a chance.



But on the other hand, it's also scary.
I had a lot of good feelings while meeting Byul-i for 6 years.
Me, who is no different from having thrown it away,
I was worried whether they would accept it.



photo“.......”



In the end, it collapsed.
I stumbled and fell down,
The tears I had barely managed to hold back poured out.



Now, three years after our breakup,
Only now that I've started thinking about Byul-i again,
The aftershock has arrived.



It's been a long time, not a short period of 6 years
It flashed through my head like a panorama.
The moments I've spent with Byul so far
I felt so precious,
This left me filled with regret.



“......”



Will Byul-i accept me?
I started to worry.
Although Byeol was really precious to me,
He was still a sorry person.
So even more,
I had a feeling it was going to be a big deal.



After crying for a while, I finally calmed down.
After washing up, I went to bed.
Today was a day when I could only think of stars all day long.










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[Author's Note]
Ha Min-ah, don't cry🥲
Happy birthday, Yejun💙
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