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lie.


My lady, ㅡㅡㅡㅡ.


Another ridiculous excuse.
Of course, I can't understand anything after my name.
Because I can't hear lies.



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I don't know when it started, but at some point I stopped hearing lies.
If you ask how I knew that not hearing was a lie... it was thanks to my ex-boyfriend.
It was my first love. I mean, it was my escape from being single.
I can't forget that moment when you spoke of love with empty eyes.
After roughly reading the shape of the lips, I forced a smile, but it didn't even last a week.
개같은 새끼.

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My second relationship also failed for similar reasons.
He was a worse shepherd boy than my first boyfriend.
That everyday life was a joke...
I didn't understand about 80% of what he said.
Endless silence.
The voices of people passing by could be heard much better.
Dating for a month is a good level.

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This trivial ability is really useless.
Rather, it seems to be more of a nuisance...
Even the lies I tell can't be heard, so white lies are impossible.
The mouth is clearly moving, but it is quiet.
I'm not sure if I'm saying it correctly.
I'm going crazy.

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The person I met in my 5th year of being single is my current boyfriend.
We met on a blind date and got along well from the start, so we became lovers.
We've been dating for over 4 years now.
Maybe it's because of the shock of being caught in the first and last lie, but I can hear everything clearly.
A little lie is okay.
"love you"I hope you can hear it well.


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A kiss that was always sweet.
Today's ending was quite bitter.
As always, I can't hear your voice speaking of love.
Is this love?
I got so used to your voice that I forgot the shape of your lips.
Is it right to pretend not to notice my eyes getting cloudy?


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Can we stop? It's been so good for so long... I'm sorry.
ㅡㅡㅡㅡ.

Ha. I can't hear your voice.
I have to say it's okay.
No, I'm talking.
He put on a blank mask and said whatever he wanted.
...I don't know what I'm saying or what's on my mind.

After you leave, I turn around and say something.

ㅡㅡㅡㅡ.
I don't want to break up.
I still like you.
ㅡㅡㅡㅡ.
No, I love you.
ㅡㅡㅡㅡ.
I'm glad that your apology is sincere...

Ah. My sincere feelings for you.
My true feelings were hidden in front of you, pretending to be okay.