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To you whose face is fading away

To. You who will wait for me

I miss you. It's already been over a year since I entered this battlefield.
It's been more than a day or two since I've resented my job as a police officer. I was even forced into the military and blamed the government. But I guess this is my fate. Fortunately, our country has won. Other than that, there's really no good news.

I feel like the days I spent with you were a dream. I firmly believed we fell in love at first sight. I'm so glad we got married. I almost lost sight of your beautiful face. I'm sorry there's not a single smile in all the photos. I tried to force a smile, but it just feels weird. If only I could see your face, I'm sure I'd smile brightly. I should've brought a photo. I would've smiled naturally. I have so many regrets. There's so much I couldn't do for you. I miss you.

Have you ever wondered why a letter that used to be only 5 lines long is so long today?
I will never receive a reply. Tomorrow, I will no longer be in this world. When you open this letter, you will not even find my body. Please live out my life. Please keep this piece of paper, which is like my will, for the rest of your life. I am sorry for going first. I will wait forever. My last love.


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