From testicle friend to crush_

01. Everything was the same,

"Wow Min Yoongi, don't you think I have a great body? Hmm~"




My name is Kim Yeo-ju, I'm 17 years old. I have a friend who's been my balls for 9 years. My name is Min Yoongi, and he's a total piece of shit and a total pain in the ass.




"Huh, what's this? I like it better, lol."




This guy is touching my side right now. We went to the same elementary, middle, and high school for nine years, and we lived next door to each other, so people kept asking me the same questions: Are you dating? How can there be friendship between a man and a woman?



"Oh, you fucking bitch! I told you not to touch me!"

"Pig year, don't press it, ah, hey!"

"Whoa!! Min Yoongi you crazy bitch! Don't ask!!"



How can this perverted asshole biting my arm look like a man? In addition, we took baths together when we had prickly noses, we hung around together during puberty when we were full of acne and were nervous, and we gave each other dating advice and saw each other through all the things we couldn't see. So, I always kept saying how Min Yoongi was a man, and I definitely thought that way until a few days ago.



"Hey, don't grab my hair, Kim Yeo-ju! I'll send your lover to your first love. 3 2..."

"나도 네 엽사 한둘이 아니지요, 개새끼야. 너 먼저 놔라. 3 2.. 아 썅년아!! 진짜 보내면 어떡해!!!!"



What's annoying is that every single word and action of this fucking kid comes to mind when I close my eyes and it bothers me.



"Oh, I deleted it. I deleted it. Sorry, sorry. I'll buy you tteokbokki tomorrow."



Look now, he's gently hugging me from behind. Min Yoongi's low voice, long in my ear, and the hand patting my back made my heart beat faster. One arm wrapped around my shoulder, the sound of your slow breathing, your scent.



Everything was clearly the same, but it felt unfamiliar.





From testicle friend to crush_






So, I think that was probably when Min Yoongi first felt like a stranger. The sports day. Because Min Yoongi had been so insistent on cheering me on, I went to watch the basketball finals, munching on cheese pizza and cola the teacher had bought me. Min Yoongi, who ran around quickly and bounced the ball, was different from the Min Yoongi who would pick childish fights with me. I screamed with my mouth full of cheese pizza every time Min Yoongi scored. That was okay. Finally, Min Yoongi scored, and our class won the comeback. Min Yoongi, covered in sweat, smiled brightly and ran towards me. You know, when you can't hear anything but the steady beating of his heart. When Min Yoongi took off his sweaty basketball uniform and placed it on my head, my eyes were covered, and I could only hear his steady breathing and the smell of sweat.




"Did you do well, oppa?"



Min Yoongi's low voice and the basketball jersey that had been covering my eyes drifted down. He smiled as usual, wearing a see-through white T-shirt, and ruffled my hair as usual. Startled by my heart pounding faster and faster, I swallowed my cheese pizza. Time seemed to have stopped.



"...I'm so in love with you, oppa, I'm just dazed. Huh? Why are you like that?"



I shouted in surprise at Min Yoongi, who was leaning towards me and naturally looking at my face.



"What, what are you doing!"

"No, surprise, the water next to you."



Are you horny? He said that and leaned towards me again, taking the water bottle next to me. At that moment, I held my breath as Min Yoongi's scent hit me and we were so close that our breaths almost touched. Ah, my heart.. I clenched and unclenched my fists that were holding Min Yoongi's sweatshirt because of the unfamiliar feeling. Normally.. How did I normally react.. I thought back on the past days and found the answer.



"Ah, you stink. Don't come near me!"

"As expected, you're a crazy Kim Yeo-ju. I thought you were serious because you stopped being crazy."

".....Don't touch my cheek, you little shit."

There are moments when things you've seen for a long time become unfamiliar.









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Kim Yeo-ju/17


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Min Yoongi/17



This time, I promise to finish it...