God's fiancée
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You stood against a pure white background. I slowly approached you, wearing a white one-piece dress and turning around. I thought about calling your name, but when I raised my hand, my eyes met with yours, as if you'd been waiting for me to turn around and look at me. I couldn't bring myself to approach you any further. So I kept my distance and called you in a trembling voice.
(Jungkook) … .Hey lady… heh
Yeoju)… .
You smiled faintly at me without saying a word. The white light behind that smile made me anxious, as if you would disappear at any moment.
(Jungkook) Sorry, I'm sorry... I-.
Yeoju) No, Jeongguk.
What is it that you don't want to hear from me anymore? My heart sank at your words.
Yeoju) What I want to hear is not that you're sorry.
(Jungkook) … . Well, then… .
(Yeoju) What I want to hear is…. What was the situation at that time?Was that the only option left for you? What kind ofWhat were your thoughts, what was on your mind?I want to hear it.
You tell me everything, saying it's okay, but you act as if you've given up on somethingHe was smiling. With that smile, I realized that I had beenI have to say things I couldn't say before.
(Jungkook) In the new world… Kim Taehyung went berserk.
The female protagonist was completely unaware of the situation until now.I Because I didn't say anything... I was in a hurry to hide it, so the female leadI didn't think about the position.
(Jungkook) … . Including you to the god of creation… . on the planet
The mission is to flood the planet itself, the humans who live there.I got it….
Yeoju) I see... . That's what it was... haha
The female protagonist let out a shallow breath as if she finally understood, saying she didn't know Kim Taehyung had such an ability. Watching you gently brush back the hair that had fallen from your slightly bowed head, she thought that perhaps, just maybe, this very moment might be the last time she would see you.
(Jungkook) Every moment….
Yeoju) Huh?
(Jungkook) I loved every moment I spent with you. I was happy. Really… . I was so happy that when I close my eyes, those moments still linger in my mind… .
Was I anxious? Tears streamed down my cheeks. I quickly wiped them away and collected myself. If I cried now… I felt like I wouldn't be able to say everything I needed to say to you, everything I wanted to say.
(Jungkook) It's all a first time... Everything I did with you was new to me, so I was very clumsy. Thank you so much for embracing me. I was happy to be your fiancée...
(Jungkook) The fact that you loved me was the only thing that allowed me to endure the moments when you weren't by my side...
It really didn't go as planned. At the last moment, I ended up showing only my ugly side in front of the heroine... I could clearly see what she thought of me.
(Yeoju) I also, it was good… I was happy.
(Jungkook) Huh… …?
I raised my head and looked at Yeoju. Her smile, like warm sunlight, and the tears she shed, tore at my heart. What on earth have I done to you?
(Yeoju) We are destined… You know?
(Jungkook) … Of course, of course I know… haha
You looked at me with kind eyes, then closed your eyes. Tears flowed down her flushed cheeks once more. As I watched her, her hair back to the side in the gentle breeze that had begun to blow from somewhere, all the moments we'd shared flashed before my eyes, like a kaleidoscope.
(Jungkook) Hey, lady…
Yeoju) Huh?
(Jungkook) I still….
(Jungkook) I'm not ready to let you go yet...
I hated the tears that kept blocking my vision. I saw her in my eyes.Tears that don't go as planned in a time when there isn't enough time to contain themI hated the feeling. The days I'd have to live without you alreadyI was scared.
Yeoju) … It’s okay. Do you remember? The first full life we had after getting engaged. Then we faced separation again.You did well. Think of it as the same thing.
(Jungkook) Ha, but this is...!!!
Yeoju) I don't think this is the end for us.
(Jungkook) … .Huh…?
I raised my bowed head and looked at her. The wind grew stronger, and you, smiling, slowly disappeared beyond the light. I instinctively reached out.
(Jungkook) Yeoju-!!!!!
Yeoju) It'll be okay. I already... ..
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(Jungkook) Huh!!
Hoseok) Looks like you're done.
Jungkook took a deep breath and dabbed the tears streaming down his face with the back of his hand. Hoseok asked him.
Hoseok) How is it? Did you say everything you couldn't say before?
(Jungkook) …. The time was too short.
Hoseok) It wasn't me. Everything just flowed according to the female protagonist's subconscious. Here, I'm just a medium connecting you to that subconscious.
(Jungkook) … Anyway, thank you. Now let’s go to the 2nd dimension. Not yetBecause it's not over...
Today's TMI
1. Today's episode is about Jeong-guk meeting the female protagonist's subconscious through a dream.
That's the story,,, haha
2. To the godsWhy does sadness exist?
->That's because only then can you empathize with the other person's feelings! Ho-seok's value that you must experience the death of living thingsBecause
What were the heroine's last words?
I took this picture yesterday or the day before yesterday,,,,
I think I'll be in the top 10 for the first time!!!!
Thank you so much to all our stars,,,❤️❤️
I'm still not used to nicknames haha
I'm always grateful and I love you🥰
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