God's fiancée
extroversion “Your If” 5
{The seventh color of the rainbowYour IF}
_What if Namjoon hadn't broken off the engagement?
_Author's creation, previous work point of view
Namjoon) So, what do you think? Since you had your engagement broken off.
Yeoju) It felt like my heart was breaking… It wasn’t so painful that I thought I would die, but I couldn’t help but cry.
Namjoon said as he looked at the female lead who was shivering while recalling that time.
Namjoon) That was a really rare experience. Actually, it was about 5000 years ago... I too almost had my engagement broken off.
Yeoju) Yes? Is it Namjoon oppa??
The female protagonist looked at Namjoon with surprised eyes. Namjoon smiled faintly and spoke calmly.
Namjoon) Thanks to my abilities, I can find a fiancée relatively easily compared to other gods. However, the number of days we haven't met is still far greater. My fiancée, who hasn't seen me for hundreds of years, must have felt a wavering heart.
Yeoju) But…. You get engaged with the intention of loving each other for the rest of your life.
Namjoon shrugged his shoulders and answered the female lead.
Namjoon) Well, you're right. But if I'm not around for a long time and you keep coming into contact with someone who can change your mind, it's bound to waver.
Namjoon) Because the human mind is different from ours.
•••
About 5,000 years ago, I completed a mission and set out to find her again. After wandering about a third of the universe, I found her on a planet, smiling brightly with someone else. In that life, she was called Ina.
Namjoon) Inaya!
Ina) Namjoon…?
When I appeared before her, she called out to me, flustered. The man standing before her seemed flustered as well. It wasn't the bright reaction I'd expected, which was strange, but at the time, I was just happy to see her again after so many centuries.
Namjoon) Inaya, where are you going?
Ina) Ah… I’m going down to the lower village. I’ll be back soon.
I stayed by her side on that planet to spend this life with her, but she found that man, not me. The more this happened, the more anxious I became.
Ina) Yes…? Why would you make such a bet…?
Namjoon) It was a situation where we hadn't seen each other for hundreds of years. Kim Seokjin kept bothering me, so I made a bet on him... hehe
It was a bet on whether our engagement would break within a hundred years. The reason I told her this was...
Namjoon) Kim Seokjin is such an idiot. There's no way our engagement would break off. … Right?
Ina) … Yes, of course. Haha, that can’t be… Haha
Even if it was a lie, I wanted to hear this from her. And so, after a while of awkward moments with Ina, things blew up.
_Hey, where do you like Ina? There are many pretty girls besides her.
_That's right. There are a lot of girls who like you because of your handsome face.
“"Well, just. Like insurance. I see you're a god's fiancée."
_What…? Hey, are you crazy? Why are you messing with the god's fiancée;;
_Yeah. I know you're trash, but this is a bit... .
“At first, I didn't know she was God's fiancée. It's not my fault. Haha. And she's the trash. How can someone who's engaged to be with God for life just fall for me because I teased her a few times?"
Even though she saw him and his friends talking behind her back, swearing and arguing, she couldn't bring herself to confront him. Perhaps it was grief and guilt. The betrayal of his trust and the guilt she felt toward herself. She simply stood behind a tree, far from them, and wept.
Namjoon) Inaya.
Ina) Ah….
I couldn't just watch her shed tears. I let go of the secret I'd been hiding and spoke to her.
Ina) How is it here….
Namjoon) …. He’s the god of the earth. As long as you’re attached to this planet’s land, he knows where you are.
This meant she knew you'd been secretly going to see him all this time. She noticed, too, and soon began to cry out loud. I immediately set up a barrier to keep my voice from escaping and approached her.
Ina) I… . I… .
I felt sorry for her, crying so hard she couldn't even form a proper sentence. I didn't want to ask why she'd left me for another man, or if she'd grown tired of my love. I just wanted to hold her in my arms, so she could cry in peace.
Ina) … … ..I'm sorry…
Namjoon) What?
Ina) You, you left behind… … because you loved another man… ..
To be honest, that was wrong. If she had loved him, our engagement would have been broken long ago. Up until now, it was just a process of giving my heart, not the beginning of love.
Namjoon) I'm okay. Haha. Right now I'm just...
Namjoon) I wish you could stop crying and let go of the hurt his words caused you. I don't want you to be hurt. Haha
She hugged me tightly in response to my words. That never happened again. Perhaps she subconsciously felt that human love wasn't easily trustworthy. Later, she said,
Ina) It was only then that I realized something. Living as God's fiancée was a great blessing.
Namjoon) Why do you think so?
Ina) I won't be anxious. I will have peace of mind and no doubts thanks to the belief and certainty that God, who is by my side, will love me unchangingly no matter how much time passes or what I look like.
Namjoon) Really? lol
Ina) And… . Being loved unchangingly by someone is probably the greatest blessing this world can give.
•••
Yeoju) You look so innocent. Haha
Namjoon) That's how the love of gods is. Hahaha
Namjoon answered the female lead's words with a snicker. Looking at his hands fidgeting meaninglessly, the female lead guessed that although he looked indifferent, that day would not be a good day for Namjoon.
Yeoju) … I’m glad that our engagement has lasted until now. Haha. I heard that our engagement broke down and that Jungkook was very hurt.
Namjoon) I cried a lot. I lived with my eyes closed for half the day clutching my heart… It was so heartbreaking to see me.
Namjoon told her not to feel guilty, as he watched her awkwardly tucking her hair behind her ear. The woman, sensing this was the moment, cautiously stopped talking.
Yeoju) By the way… Where is he?
Namjoon) Ina? I live on another planet. I know where it is, but I can't go there because I still have to be here due to circumstances..
Namjoon chuckled as he watched the female lead, who had become slightly sullen at his words. Then he stood up and said.
Namjoon) If you want, do you want to meet up sometime?
Yeoju) Is that possible?!
Namjoon) He's the god of the earth. I've already seen his face a few times.
Yeoju)!! I want to go! Let's go together!
(Jungkook) Me too.
Jeongguk, who had approached Yeoju without her noticing, hugged her from behind and spoke. With their renewed engagement, Jeongguk could sense Yeoju's energy even more clearly than before.
Namjoon) Since we're engaged again, I don't think I'll ever leave the female lead again.
(Yeoju) Please understand… haha we’ve been apart for a long time.
Namjoon nodded slightly as if acknowledging what Yeoju said, and placed his hand on Yeoju's arm and Jungkook's shoulder.
Namjoo) Then let's go. To meet Ina.
In an instant, the surroundings shook and a rainbow of light enveloped them.
Ina) Namjoon oppa!
When Namjoon's engagement was set to be broken, there was a part where the fiancée fell in love with another man, but it wasn't revealed... haha 'Ina' has a different name in every life, but Namjoon just keeps calling her Ina for convenience!
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