10
"Chaewon, can I ask you one thing? Just answer this.."
"What is it?"
“If I hadn’t called you back then, would things have been different between us?”
"If it weren't for your bullying, we probably wouldn't have become lovers?"
"I think so. Does this answer your question? I'll go first."
"Uh... uh, bye."
That day, after you left the rooftop, I kept thinking about what you said and regretted it. I didn't bully you, I didn't call you to our class.
And if I hadn't run into you in the hallway, we wouldn't have known each other by now. It's ridiculous to think that I confessed to you there.
But I liked you so much that I couldn't shake you off easily.Why did I have hopes when I knew it wouldn't work out? Why did I have hopes when I clearly wasn't qualified to confess and knew I'd be rejected?I couldn't understand myself, wondering if I expected you to just confess to me when I already knew the answer to that confession.
"Ha... well, that's what I expected."
“I already knew that Chaewon wouldn’t accept me.”
I don't know why, but tears welled up in my eyes, so I sat down and cried. I wanted to see you during spring break after graduation, but I couldn't.
No, I was so haggard that I didn't want to see you. So I went home.
Things weren't going well, and before I knew it, spring break was over and I was entering high school.
But you weren't at the entrance ceremony. You're going to a different school than me.
I expected it to be the same, but I didn't know it would be true. However,The sin I committed
I'll think of it as my punishment for not being able to be with you, and I'll make it difficult for you, so please be happy, Chaewon. That's my last wish.
I put on makeup like I was in a movie theater and the makeup went on well so I felt good.
I was getting ready to go to school. But I forgot something, and it just suddenly occurred to me: Today was the day Park Jimin was transferring.
"Ha.. Seriously, what should I do.."
"Should I just skip school today? I don't want to run into you again..."
"Do you not want to see me?"
Fuck, I'm screwed.Running into Park Jimin in front of the school was incredibly unlucky. How could I possibly meet him right in front of the school? Anyway, Park Jimin suddenly appeared behind me, startling me. I ran to the school gate, and ran all the way to my class. Suddenly, I heard someone calling me from behind.
"Chaewon, you put on makeup today too."
"You're so pretty today, just like you were at the movie theater last time."
"Thank you, Jungkook. As expected, you're the only one who recognizes my changes."
"Right? I'm the best, right?"
"Yeah, you're the best."
While I was talking to Jungkook, someone touched my shoulder from behind.Talk-I felt a knock and turned around to see Park Jimin standing there. I was startled and tried to run away, but I couldn't because Park Jimin grabbed my arm.
"Business."
"The teacher's office."
"Huh? What did you say?"
"Where is the teachers' office?"
➕2022.02.01 68th place Thank you💕
