©️ Earthquake in my head (2022)
Ep3 That Woman's Story
"It's not my fault..? Then why are you doing this to me..?"
Jungkook asked me a question as if he felt wronged.
I hated Jeongguk for no reason, even though he did nothing wrong.
Quit your job, get married, and have a child.
It's true that you respected me, but
I don't think he ever stepped forward to protect me.
When Namjoon's dating news was revealed,
By posting long texts on Weverse, Instagram, Twitter, etc.
He apologized for not revealing it in advance, and further revealed that they were planning to get married.
He had already secretly revealed that he had a fiancé.
When speculative articles and paparazzi became rampant, Mr. Yoongi
I held my first and last solo press conference.
He revealed that he was planning to get married soon,
From this point on, we have issued a stern warning that we will sue any speculative reports or malicious comments.
Although they did indirectly express that they were dating through SNS
Jungkook isUm... well
Looking back now, I was polite to the fans, but
It seems like he didn't recognize my difficulties first and didn't step forward.
After the article came out acknowledging the fact of their relationship through the company,
Jungkook himself did not come forward officially.
At various press conferences, such as production announcements and concerts,
He passed over the question about his lover without answering it.
We have been very careful about stories related to our private lives before and after the wedding.
Unlike Jungkook, the other members who were in a relationship
He often expressed his affection in official settings,
In particular, Hoseok, who is in a relationship with a famous foreign singer, attracted attention with his very active affection offensive, such as posting video calls between them on Instagram.
Perhaps, on purpose for me, who was an ordinary person,
I think they tried to avoid it being highlighted.
Since we were both busy, the news broke out later than the duration of our relationship.
Just like you've always been
I think I thought I could just let it pass quietly.
But before the rumors started to circulate in the press,
Refreshingly
"I'm currently dating Lee Tae-joo, and we have plans to get married."
What if we had talked about it?
If we had informed you first,
Couldn't you have at least prepared yourself mentally for it to be revealed?
Actually, I can't get a job
I didn't give up on my career as a designer.
Create a portfolio of things you've made in the past,
I prepared for the interview,
When I actually went
I was afraid that something like that would happen again.
I'm going for an interview, but I feel like there might be reporters hiding there too.
I felt like people were muttering...
So I declined the interview and came back.
Now I have a child and am older,
Even the paparazzi follow this kind of single woman.
I wonder if I'll become such a nuisance employee....
I didn't have the confidence to knock on the door.
Actually, I don't know Jeongguk very well.
Reporters also come to my home and office,
To take a picture of me commuting to and from work
They were also hiding in the parking lot and on the stairs.
How difficult my position was...
My new boss is younger than me,
How hurt my pride was,
This makes me feel awkward,
How narrow my position within the company has become..
Some polarized people who are consumed by jealousy
Or file an absurd complaint with the company's customer service center
They even spread ridiculous rumors.
Of course, don't say anything nonsense about the rumors.
There were also people.
Watching the argument between Gap and Eul,
I feel like I've woken up again.
What a great shoe I was dating...
So I wanted to hide,
After I got married, I just stopped all outside activities.
I felt your broad chest in bed
I wish I could feel it more in other places too...
At that time, it was difficult to even bring up the idea of doing this to you.
I didn't know anything about the media or what a public figure was.
.
.
.
"That's right, it's not your fault... It's something I have to deal with..."
I held back the words that were in my mind.
And with that frustrated feeling, I got up from my seat and opened the door.
I went out to the terrace,
After that, you followed me out.
"You say you have to handle it,
Does that make sense? I guess I have to deal with it eventually.
We're a couple, we should discuss it together.
"Speak frankly.."
Jeongguk hugged my waist from behind.
"Can't you just talk comfortably...?
It's okay, so let's find out the reason and have a hard time.. okay?"
I could feel him whispering above my head.
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