I feel lethargic. I don't feel any interest in watching TV or reading books. I feel like I'm depressed.
It's getting quite dull, but you're becoming clearer.
I felt like I'd really get depressed if I stayed any longer, so I just went outside. I was planning on going somewhere.
It was raining, but I went out with an umbrella. Maybe it was because it was raining.
There weren't many people around. Coming out relieved my frustration, but my mood remained the same.
All the places I went with you are drawn.
I miss you. I miss you so much,
frustrated.
I kept walking like that
A car horn honked from behind.
Looking back
It was the team leader.
“Tayo the Lady”
“……..”
Since I had nowhere to go, I got into the team leader's car.
“Where were you going, Miss Yeoju?”
“I was going anywhere.”
“Do you want to go anywhere?”
"yes"
The place we arrived at after about an hour of driving was the sea.
The rain kept falling, but the team leader came to the beach
It was strange.
“It’s raining, why did you come to the sea?”
"just"
“I want to comfort you, Yeoju.”
"why?"
“It looks difficult.”
“Miss Yeoju”
“If it’s hard, you can let it go.”
“I live doing what I want to do.”
“……….”
“Thank you, Team Leader.”
A long silence followed.
At least you can tell your worries to the team leader.
It seemed like it would work.
“I had a friend I really loved.”
“That guy was really mean to me.”
“He only held on to me after we broke up.”
“A year passed and I was living well.”
“I ran into that guy.”
“That guy caught me again.”
“Even though I refused,”
“I miss you so much”
“I remember every moment I had with him.”
"however"
“To love again”
“I feel like I have to endure painful memories again.”
“I’m scared”
“What should I do in this situation?”
“………”
The team leader didn't say anything.
It seemed like you were thinking.
“Miss Yeoju”
“I was hurt in the past”
“You can heal it again with love.”
“Just for now”
“Do whatever your heart desires.”
“That friend hurt you, so now you can heal it with love.”
"thank you"
.
.
.
I feel much better after confiding my worries to the team leader.
I found the answer to my worries.
I'll catch him.
I will find new love again.
I was sick in the past
Now
I will love you well.
Trust me, you will see.