How to use Crazy You
Episode 20
"Hey, Yeoju~"
Ugh....
"Hey, Yeoju!!"
The door flew open as I heard my sister's voice screaming.
"Sister..."
Sister????
Oppa????????????
I quickly lifted the blanket and checked to see if Kim Taehyung was there.
Yeah... no matter what, there's no way he'd be hiding here...
"Why are you so surprised? Hahahahahaha
"Do you have a hidden man, our heroine?"
My sister passed me by, leaning against the bed, not coming to her senses.
He said while making up the bed.
"Sister... you're here early..."
"Hey, I have to go to work too~"
"ah.."
"Are you not very happy with me? Your reaction is... not very cool?"
"No no! I'm glad you came quickly haha"
"By the way, go out quickly. I ran into Jeongguk on the way in.
"Please call me because I have something to tell you."
"jungkook jeon????"
I lifted the blanket and ran to the bathroom.
I came to my senses and went outside, knowing that Jungkook was waiting for me.
The weather was clear, as if it had never rained before.
"Hey, Yeoju~"
"Hey Jeon Jungkook, what's going on?"
"Hey, what's wrong with you that you say to the person who came to see you the first time you saw him..."
"Ah hahaha sorry anyway why did you come."
"I'm sorry I couldn't answer your call yesterday."
"Are you sorry now?"
"No, what... Oh, I'm sorry~"
"Why didn't I receive it? Let me hear the reason."
"No, Heejoo seems to be a bit obsessed.. She wouldn't answer the phone when a woman's name came up."
"Is that so.."
Yeah, I can't go on for long.
"Why did you call? Did you have something to say?"
"Oh, there were a lot."
"Wow, why are there so many?"
"But you won't even let me answer your phone, so is it okay for me to meet you like this?"
"Oh, of course Heejoo doesn't know~ ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ"
This is why I can't like you comfortably..
Even if you date me later, you'll be with other women like you are now
I'm afraid we'll meet up...
Well, it seems like you have no intention of meeting me at all...
"You're good... Then why are you dating me?"
"What am I? It's not like I'm cheating, I'm just meeting up with friends. If you say something like that, that's weird~"
Yeah, what you said is all right.
Still, I feel dirty.
"So why yesterday?"
"Oh, let's have a drink... That's why I called."
"But what did you do if I didn't accept it?"
"With Jisoo and Eunyoung."
"Oh, my middle school friends~"
"You're a high school student?"
"Why alcohol all of a sudden?"
"I don't want to talk.."
I can't tell you that much.
I've been feeling very confused for a while because of a sleepover I had with a guy I didn't care about, and then yesterday, after I poured alcohol on myself again...
How do I tell you that?
"Oh, what is it, you lady..."
"Okay, are you going to school?"
"Yeah, I stopped by on my way there."
"Festival practice?"
"Hey, we decided to do some pretty makeup?"
"Okay... Oh, that's right, you were there when I went out to practice.
That tall, handsome guy... what was his name?
"Who? Beomgyu? Yeonjun?"
"Oh yeah, Yeonjun, can I have his number?"
"Wow, Lee Yeo-ju, you like Yeonjun?"
"No, that's not it. I just want you to join my work."
"Is that how you say you like me..."
"No, that's why..."
"Who was the model you were originally working with?"
"Huh..? Oh.. I have a bit of a relationship with that model.."
"relationship?"
"The future is a bit uncertain..."
"I can give it to you, but I doubt Yeonjun will do it... I don't think he will."
"Still, please ask me something, okay?"
"Okay, I'll do that."
"Go now, you'll be late."
"Yeah, I'll text you later, Yeoju~"
Jeon Jungkook, waving his hand with a bright smile and walking away, becomes a dot
After watching it until it disappeared, I came home.
It hasn't been decided for sure that I'll do a thesis with Kim Taehyung, but
I'm getting impatient as time passes by so quickly without any waiting, so I'm trying to come up with a plan first.
Anyway, I have to graduate, right...?
It's hard to turn everything upside down and start over from scratch.
I didn't have the time or the brain to spare.
[I have some work to do, so I'll go first.]
[Call me when you wake up.]
When I got home, I picked up my phone from the hallway and checked the text message from my brother.
Looking at the time the message came, it was dawn, as if it had just arrived after I fell asleep.
I've already slept with my brother twice. Once when he was drunk.
Another time I got drunk. Actually, once is hard, but twice is harder.
It was just a matter of time. It just flowed so naturally.
So, I also felt a little less shocked than I did at first.
I was just shocked.
However, my head was a bit complicated as to what this relationship was.
My brother and I don't really care about each other enough to say that we can just start dating.
It can't be like that because I don't like it.
[You woke up.]
Sitting on the bed and doing this all the time doesn't give you a clear answer.
While I was thinking about how things were getting more complicated and tangled up and why I was doing it, I got a call from my brother.
(yes..)
[I told you to call me when you wake up.]
(yes..)
How are you feeling? Are you okay?
[Don't you have a cold?]
(Hmm... why doesn't it hurt at all...)
(I guess I have a bit of a steely constitution..)
[If you're sick, take your medicine and stay warm]
(Don't pretend to be worried..)
[You're messing with me again.]
(yes..)
[Hahahahaha, you've become a better person, Yeoju.]
[Aren't you practicing?]
(I'm thinking about whether to do it with Oppa or Yeonjun.)
Of course, the decision-making power is not mine...
[Yeonjun? Who is that?]
[Ah, the kid you were talking about back then..]
(Yeah, I found a talented person.)
(I think my brother is annoyed too.. and I feel uncomfortable too..)
[Why is it uncomfortable?]
(Oppa, I'm sorry about yesterday.)
(Oh, but I'm sorry for everything that happened after I came home!)
(I'm sorry before that..)
[..It didn't change before and after?]
(No, I'm sorry about what happened after that.)
[Why are you sorry?]
(No.. we don't even like each other and yet we did it twice..)
(But you said it first!)
(So, let's just brush it off like that once in a while..)
[..Ha.. Here we go again.]
(sorry..)
After that, there was no reply from my brother.
(Oppa..?)
After a while, I got a text from my brother.
[If you say so, what can I do?]
[But it has nothing to do with practicing.]
[If you want to do it with me, tell me.]
(Yeah, thanks, oppa..)
I'm not sure what my heart is like, but I just know that.
A relationship where you are curious about each other's daily lives, so you interfere, and as a result, you share everything, and if you give your heart to someone other than each other, that is a betrayal. I am in that relationship, also known as a lover.
I don't want to do it with Kim Taehyung right now.
ㄴ Today's photo is not of Shin-chan, the character you like, haha..
Today marks the 4th anniversary of my writing on this FanPlus.
I didn't even know I would be writing until now...
I think more people will be surprised if I tell you it's been 4 years.
I've been using it for 4 years, but my writing skills are still bad.
Anyway, it has been a long time since I joined Fanplus from 2017 to 2021.
We're veterans who have been together for a long time ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
Actually, there were quite a few days where I rested in between.
It's not exactly the 4th anniversary, but still on the calendar...^^
Our Ramen Jjing, who gave us the strength and courage to come back
Every time I reproach myself and complain about my writing
Thank you for always supporting me and praising me.. You've worked hard..ㅠㅠ Thank you so much always🖤
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I really, truly, sincerely thank you so much.
Thanks to you all, I feel like I'm always happy and working hard on my series.
I am truly grateful, and these are not empty words.
If you don't give it meaning, it's just another day like any other day.
I think it will be a special and meaningful time for me.
If I were with you all..?😻
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