How to use Crazy You
Episode 33
After class was over, I was walking with my friends towards the art gallery.
Suddenly, someone from behind grabbed my denim jacket.
I pulled him and spun my body around, and when I looked, it was Jeon Jungkook.
"Ah, why are you running away, Yeoju? You're a habitual runner. You always run away..."
After sending his friends off first, the two of them left the school together.
told me
"...Why are you chasing me!"
"You don't even have a phone, and I don't know when you'll finish, so the lecture didn't end because of you.
"I came out 10 minutes ago just in case."
"So why.."
"Let's talk. I have something to say."
"What is it.."
"Let's go home and talk, so you can't run away."
"Wow... scary..."
"Ugh, go home and get your clothes."
"Oh, you can just bring it to school. Do you really have to go?"
"No, it's just an excuse."
"What is that,"
"An excuse to take Neil home."
"What the hell is a kidnapper..."
"Invite me to your house too, and take the clothes you wore that time with you.
I have to give it back~"
"Okay, then..."
For some reason, I wanted to run away once more,
I'm so curious about what Jeon Jungkook wants to say to me
I was easily lured in.
My clothes, reeking of fabric softener, are neatly lined up on hangers.
It was hanging. As I was gathering up the clothes and folding them, Jeon Jungkook
He brought out a shopping bag that was big enough to carry everything and placed it in front of me.
"Lee Yeo-ju."
"Wow, it smells really good. Oh, and this will never happen again.."
I don't know why Jeon Jungkook called me
I felt like I absolutely had to say this.
I'm not the type of person to drink and do such shameless things...
"You said you liked me."
"... huh...?"
"Is it true?"
"..."
"...I guess I'm just drunk,"
"Oh, no! That's not it.."
"But why aren't you answering? Can't you do it when you're in your right mind?"
"No, hey... I'm embarrassed..."
"Since when?"
"...uh..?"
"Do you still like me?"
"Uh... uh...?"
"...Please speak clearly, I'm curious."
"..Just..since a long time ago.."
"Since when?"
".. I don't know.. It's just.. been a long time."
"If it's been a while, what about Taehyung?"
"uh?.."
"Why are you kissing me?"
"..."
"Are you sure it's really over with hyung?"
"..."
"What is it... Why aren't you saying anything..."
"..."
I can't say anything anymore because you said it was all obvious...
Ugh... I'm going crazy...
I can't even run away from here right now. Someone save me...
"It seems certain that it's not over yet."
"..."
"Let's talk again when we're done."
"..."
"Do you understand? Just answer me."
"..."
"Oh, do you understand, Yeoju?"
Jeon Jungkook grabbed my shoulder and shook me.
"I brought you here so you couldn't run away, and now you're exercising your right to remain silent, Yeoju?
"It's really hard, it's really hard.."
"..."
"Let's go home, I'll take you."
"No!!! I can go alone!!"
"..."
Jeon Jungkook looked at me with a bewildered expression.
"Sorry... Jeon Jungkook, I'm going first!"
I grabbed my shopping bag, ran to the front door, and put on my shoes.
"Hey, you, lady."
As I was holding the doorknob, Jeon Jungkook walked into the hallway and stood in front of me.
Said.
"Finish this quickly, let's talk again."
"..."
In the end, I left without being able to answer again.
Outside, it was blue, indicating that it would soon be evening.
I took a deep breath and exhaled again, and until now
Even the sighs I couldn't let out came out all at once.
I really thought I was going to die... I almost melted...
I really lived as I pleased and ended up getting punished like this...
I don't go home, I don't have a phone, I don't have a plan, I just go
I came to Taehyung's house.
Somehow I felt like it had to be that way.
Because it was too heavy for me to carry all this burden alone,
I felt like I needed to confide in my brother to calm down.
How desperate must Kim Taehyung have been to wait in front of the house all through the cold weather?
A familiar car parked in front of the house slowly pulling in
I was so happy to see Kim Taehyung get out of the car that I ran over.
"Brother!"
"Oh, when did you come?"
My brother seemed a bit flustered, and so did Seokjin.
"I came because I have something to say.."
"Let's go in and talk."
"No? This is something we should talk about between the two of us."
My sudden appearance made it so that I couldn't even go home because I had something to say.
Kim Taehyung, who was repeatedly hit with embarrassment because of me
He looked at me with eyes that said, "Why is he doing this?"
"Taehyung, you two come in and talk~"
Seokjin oppa smiled happily for some reason
He threw a car key at Kim Taehyung.
"Hey, how long have you been standing here? Why are you calling? It's cold out here."
"I don't have a phone..."
"What? What have you been doing without a phone yet.."
"I've been waiting for you, oppa!"
"...Hey, look at this! It's so cold, my body!"
My brother said, stroking my arm from top to bottom.
"..."
"Hey, get in quickly."
"yes.."
My brother opened the passenger door and got me in and got into the driver's seat.
After starting the car, I pressed the heated seat button and turned on the heater.
asked.
"What's going on? Why are you here? What is this?"
My brother said, pointing to the shopping bag in my hand.
"Ah, I went to Jeon Jungkook's house to find some clothes.."
"Then why don't you put this on and come?"
"Wow... I didn't think of that."
There was also a cardigan inside....
"Oppa, what should I do?"
"What else, you went to their house?"
"Oh, I'm going to get some clothes, but oh well."
Before I could say anything, my brother suddenly put his hand around my neck.
"Hey... what are you doing..."
"Just stay still."
When my brother's warm hand touches my cold neck
It was warm and it felt like I was in a sauna.
My brother put his hand here and there on my neck,
At some point, it was taken away again.
"...Did you warm me up?"
"Temperature check."
My brother smiled faintly as he walked away.
"Why did you come?"
"No, oppa... Jeon Jungkook is asking me again what my relationship with oppa is..."
"..."
"I said that my relationship with my brother ended... We decided to just be comfortable brother and sister and that's what we're doing..."
"... however."
"I just chatted with you on your phone... So why did you
My brother asked me if I was looking for him.. and if we were together.."
"..."
"He asked me if I really liked him and if it was true that I was done with him... I really couldn't say anything, I couldn't even open my mouth, really..."
"..."
"Why can't I lie? I can't even control my facial expressions..."
"...You waited in the cold shivering to tell me this?"
"Ugh... Jeon Jungkook said he'd finish up with oppa quickly and then come back and talk to him again... My mind is turning white and all I can think about is oppa
"It doesn't come out..."
"...You only think of me when things like that happen."
"Yeah, my hair has really turned white, so I think I need to go find my brother quickly..."
"after.."
"I can't speak when it comes to questions related to oppa... Ah, really, Jeon Jungkook
What do you think my brother and I will think?"
"It's so fucking hard to like you."
"... uh?"
"What should I do? What do you want from me?"
"Oppa... what did you just say?"
"Is dating Jeon Jungkook something you want?"
"Brother.."
"Can you finish with me and then go? Then you can date Jeon Jungkook?"
"No, oppa, what did you say a little while ago..."
"It's so damn hard to like you."
"..."
"Say it again?"
"..You mean you like me..?"
"Oh. I like you."
"..."
"So tell me what you want. I'll give it to you."
".. Oppa.."
"uh."
"You don't like me, oppa..."
"Ha. Up until now, I've done everything you asked me to do.
"You wouldn't do something so stupid to someone you don't even like."
"..."
"I did it because I liked you, from beginning to end."
"..."
"I'm a bad kid who touched you while drinking. I like it alone.
"I'm sorry for touching you, but I did it because I like you."
".. Did you like me from then on?"
"No. I liked you before."
"..."
“But why do you say you like Jeon Jungkook just because I started liking you? You can’t even say anything.”
"..."
"Don't tell me before I like you."
"..."
"No, it wouldn't have made any difference anyway."
"..."
"I can do whatever you want, but,"
"Isn't it better if I can't see you anymore?"
"..."
"I'm not sure about that."
N Kkwaruk
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