How to use Crazy You
Episode 35
After sending Jeon Jungkook away, I stood outside blankly for a long time.
It's going to get even more complicated since I have to go on a trip with Kim Taehyung
I thought about it, but if Jeon Jungkook follows you too
I was sure I would suffer even greater humiliation than I did today.
What on earth is so difficult and hard for me?
Just date Jeon Jungkook, who you've liked and waited for so long.
If that were the case, would I be going crazy like this right now?
It's not easy, that's why we've come to this point.
Because if you want to start with Jeon Jungkook, you have to end with Kim Taehyung.
Why on earth is that so difficult?
If you stand there for a long time and don't come in, something might go wrong.
I opened the door and came into the house, afraid that there would be a misunderstanding.
When I came into the house, I smelled food and people cooking in the kitchen.
Sounds were heard.
"Did Jungkook get home safely, Yeoju? I told you to eat before you go, so what's the rush?"
"Oh, oh! I heard you have something to do at school..."
I added a lie to Jiyoung's question flying from the kitchen.
He took off his shoes and gave an answer.
"Lady, come quickly, it's all ready."
"I'm not eating..."
I passed the kitchen, refusing Seokjin's words telling me to hurry up.
"why?"
"I have no appetite."
After answering Taehyung's question and arriving at my room, I lay down on the bed.
"Oh my, you were eating so many snacks earlier, of course
You must have no appetite~!"
Even with the door closed, Park Ki-young's voice could be heard clearly.
Phew... I was just trying to organize my thoughts while I was home alone today...
What the heck is this... Organizing your thoughts and your heart?
There's nothing I can do as I please.
Oh, I'm depressed... I'm a bad girl... I'm a sinner...
Why do I feel so wronged and frustrated and all that...
I'm really upset... I should just sleep and not think about anything.
But it's noisy outside... ugh... earplugs...
I was getting up to find my earplugs when the door opened.
After someone came in, the door closed again and the lights came on.
It was Taehyung oppa.
"Why aren't you eating? Aren't you hungry?"
My brother stood in front of me as I sat on the bed and asked.
"I'm not hungry.."
"Jeon Jungkook, why are you here?"
"To get clothes..."
"Why did you send it?"
"It's just... my heart..."
"..."
"Ah, why are you here? Go eat."
"..."
My brother just stood there without saying anything and looked down at me.
Did.
And after a while he opened his mouth.
"...Should I hug you?"
And said.
"..."
It was a bit absurd. It was me, not my brother.
At those words, I jumped up and hugged him.
And my brother hugged me tightly, and I felt like I was going to cry.
It was a sudden remark, but why does it sound like something I've been waiting for?
It's so comforting and I feel like you understand my feelings.
So it was just like that.. it was warm..
"Brother.."
"huh?"
"Why do I feel like crying..."
"don't cry.."
My brother stroked my head.
"Let's eat and not cry, Yeoju."
And then he released his arms and ruffled my hair as he spoke.
With a pretty smile.
"..."
I felt a little strange.
"huh?"
My brother asked back.
"... okay.."
Opening the door to a warm and quiet space, it was cool and noisy.
Coming out into space, I felt like I had woken up from a short dream.
I met Jisoo and Eunyoung for the first time in a long time.
We've been putting off meeting each other, saying we're all busy with our own work and stuff.
I finally remembered my friends whom I hadn't seen for a long time.
We suddenly met while talking in a group chat.
Well... the first thing the kids asked me as soon as we met was how I was doing in my relationship.
So I told him everything that had happened without leaving anything out.
You guys tell me... what should I do now...
"What? Hey, this kid is crazy~"
"Are you really out of your mind? What are you going to do if you live like that!"
...
But up above, I'm just getting a bunch of hate.
"Hey, you should sort things out with that guy first."
"who..."
"Ah, that Kim Taehyung!! Let's sort out that strange relationship first.
"Where on earth did you go when you weren't even dating?"
"..."
I also thought that I didn't do a good job.
When I actually heard from my friends that I was not in my right mind, I lost my mind.
It flashed.
"Right..? I guess that's how it has to be.."
"Hey, what are you talking about~ Just sort out Jeon Jungkook and meet that guy.
"Isn't it better?"
I think that's right too...
If you date and then break up, you can't even remain friends...
"Oh no~!"
"Oh, what!"
...
I wasn't asking you guys..
You guys are fighting among yourselves again..
Tiring-
I glanced at my phone and saw a text from Taehyung.
[What are you doing?]
(I met my friends)
(What about you?)
[I work]
(Why are you on your phone while you're working?)
[I'm bored]
(ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ Is this a company?)
[yes]
[Jaehyeok is performing today]
[I'm taking a break from helping]
(Wow, where is the concert?)
[near the company]
[I'm going to the concert hall now lol]
(Wow, I'm in the same neighborhood as my friend right now)
(It's near my brother's company)
[really?]
[Then come see]
(Brother?)
[Jaehyeok's performance]
[Do you want to come see me?]
(Better than Jaehyuk?)
(ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ)
[Then come see me]
(What about your friends?)
[Bring it]
[Because Jaehyuk likes it lol]
"I said no?"
"Oh really, when I talk about love with you, it's such polar opposites."
Are you still fighting...?
"Hey, you only talk about yourself and don't listen to others."
I stopped texting because I was caught by Jisoo.
"..Hey, don't you want to go see our performance?"
"What are you talking about, some kind of performance all of a sudden?"
"I heard that Taehyung oppa has a younger sibling who is performing around here."
"If I go there, will I be able to see him too? Mr. Kim Taehyung?"
"Yeah, it's there."
"Hey, let's go quickly."
Eunyoung answered as if she had been waiting.
"really?"
"Ugh. You said Kim Taehyung was here, let's see what his face looks like."
So, even Jisoo, who finds it annoying, joins in, under Eunyoung's leadership.
The three of us came to the concert hall.
I also saw Jaehyuk for the first time today.
Because I have a different image from Taehyung oppa
It was cool in a different style.
Jisoo, who was annoying, and Eunyoung, who was urging me on
As the performance neared its end, there was an uproar of regret.
We used Taehyung's connections to go to the waiting room and find today's singer.
After exchanging greetings with Jaehyuk, we decided to eat together.
The three of us came out first and waited.
"Hey, take back what you said earlier. I think it would be better for you to maintain that relationship."
After Jisoo finally saw the real Kim Taehyung, whom she had only heard about,
I have changed my mind about the opinion I had expressed earlier.
"Wow, this is the first time in my life I've seen someone so handsome..."
Eunyoung also cheered and clapped like a seal.
"...you idiots, change your minds."
"Hey, if it's to that extent, you should say thank you and meet him. You have a lot to say."
"Well then, I guess I'll choose an art career too..."
"...Just because I'm close with that guy doesn't mean my career path is beauty.
It doesn't matter at all.."
Anyway, Jisoo and Eunyoung were having a conversation about something that wasn't worth talking about.
My brothers came out and went to eat.
After we finished eating, we exchanged numbers.
We took them on the trip we were planning to go on.
After a fight, Jisoo's boyfriend came and took her away.
Eunyoung lives near Jaehyuk's house, so Jaehyuk brought her there.
Seokjin oppa went to see Jiyoung unnie before eating.
So now Taehyung and I are taking a taxi together
I'm on my way home.
"The kids said my brother is really handsome."
I said to my brother while I was in the taxi.
"really?"
My brother smiled shyly.
"Yeah, but Jaehyuk was really funny.
He was a total jokester in normal times, but when he sang,
"Wow, that's awesome. I think we've gotten a little closer today."
"Don't get close to me."
"why?"
"That's all we can do. No more."
"What's wrong with that..."
"Oppa, Jungkook alone is enough."
"Hey, hey...! Don't say things like that so openly!"
"what?"
"T, don't show it.."
"What~?"
"..."
What the...! You like me,
"What do you like?"
"Hey! Don't say things like that directly!"
"Puhaha, why?"
"I told you not to..."
"I'm embarrassed?"
"..."
"cute."
"Ah... that's not even true..."
I was feeling embarrassed when my brother suddenly grabbed the back of my neck.
I gave her a light peck on the lips and a kiss.
"hey!!!!!"
I screamed.
No, what are you doing in the taxi right now...
"Be quiet... He's yelling again."
"Hey, are you crazy?! And don't do whatever you want."
I shouted softly but audibly.
"no."
"Oh, what do you mean you don't like it?"
"This is the only thing I can do as I please."
"..what did you say.."
"You're going to date Jeon Jungkook."
".. what..?"
“Then it’s over for you and me.”
"..."
"We don't have much time left."
"..."
"So don't stop me."
"... hey.."
"I'm sorry for being selfish."
"What's wrong with my heart?"
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