How to use Crazy You

How to Use Crazy You_4

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How to use Crazy You









Episode 4










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About an hour has passed since Taehyung came to our house.
Kim Taehyung seemed to be sleeping after washing and changing clothes.








I thought again about what happened earlier.
Am I really in love with something that can come true?
I think that unrequited love is originally difficult because it is too vague.
Even though I knew it, I was completely exhausted. No matter how much I loved that person,
Because if it's not that person, it becomes nothing. The word unrequited love
I hated it so much. The meaning behind that word was so harsh.



Unrequited love: When one person only loves the other person.


Who on earth created this word?
Why am I in unrequited love,
Why doesn't the meaning of my unrequited love change?







Even if you just watch dating shows on TV, there are certain men and women who are popular. Those who are good-looking or have outstanding qualifications. Those are the people.
As the saying goes, "There's no such thing as a quiet day," it's rare to see a situation where there aren't any men or women around. The so-called popular men and women.
They will know that they are attractive, cool and pretty.






For me, it was Jeon Jungkook.
There wasn't a single day where I didn't get approached by a woman, no matter where I went.
What that means is, after I got to know Jeon Jungkook, I had a girlfriend.
I've rarely seen him absent for a long time.
Of course, I've seen many breakups because of that reed-like heart.
In the end, it was Jeon Jungkook who was in the position to take the blame.





From my perspective of seeing Jeon Jeong-guk like that,
I sometimes wondered why I liked someone like that.
I couldn't help it, I already had a man in my head
I spent time thinking about Jeon Jungkook.
What about people who come to me saying they like me?
I clearly drew the line before.
There's someone I like too much.






So what was the situation earlier?
Why is Jeon Jungkook with me, a woman, even though he has a girlfriend?
Did he even tell you to drink at his house and sleep over?
Even if Jeon Jungkook said it without thinking,
If I, who has a crush on someone, hear those words,
I end up thinking about all sorts of things by myself.








If you really stab me in the heart
You probably don't think of me as a woman.
If you are truly an indescribable piece of trash
Could it be that you just decided to have a one-night stand?





No, but Jeon Jungkook just doesn't think of me as a woman.













After thinking about all sorts of crazy things, the answer was already decided.

It won't be Jeon Jungkook.
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Because it breaks my heart when I push the person I love into a bad direction.








So, with the answer that was decided from the beginning
I shook my dizzy head again.
Now, I'm so lost in thought that my brain can't function properly.















Knock knock-



"Hey, Yeoju?"











Kim Taehyung knocked on my door and said.









"Not yet...why aren't you sleeping?"

"Can I come in for a moment?"

"Oh yeah, come in."













My brother opened the door to my room and came in.














"Why all of a sudden?"











"No, I just couldn't sleep, so I came here to see what you were doing."





My brother said that he just watched it because he was bored.
I leaned against the corner of my desk.































As soon as I arrived at Yeoju's house, I rang the doorbell and waited.
Five seconds felt like five hours.

Lee Yeo-ju asked for the password,
At that moment, I was relieved and thought that I had thankfully come home quickly.














Even after coming home, I feel like I'm alone in this house with you today.
It wasn't some strange thought, it was just good in itself.

















I washed up, went into my room, and lay down.
I was looking around the room because I thought I smelled this woman's scent.
I felt it was disrespectful to the ladies' room, so I just lay down on the bed.

And even after that, I can't breathe freely because I keep thinking about you in the next room.
I felt like I couldn't get a proper rest. I was afraid that I might wake up.
Before dropping objects on the corners
I gathered everything together in one place in advance.










You said you came from your boyfriend's house earlier.




I turned my head towards the room where Yeoju was and thought.


How close must they have been to drink alone at home?
All sorts of thoughts about Yeoju came into my head.















We ended up having the conversation we had when I came in.


I walked to the room where Yeoju was and took notes.


Be more careful in case you wake up while sleeping.
































"But oppa, how did you become close with Kim Seokjin oppa?"

"Oh, we used to live in the same neighborhood. When I was really young, my brother
"He helped me."

"Wow, Kim Seokjin, did you see something like that?"

"He may look a bit silly now, but he's actually gentle on the inside."







"By the way, why aren't you asleep yet?" / "But why aren't you asleep yet, oppa?"



We asked each other the same question at the same time.



















'I'm thinking about you.' / 'I keep thinking about Jeon Jungkook.'














In that same question, your and my answers were different.



































































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