How to use Crazy You
Episode 49
"Is this you?"
I met Jeon Jungkook at school on the last day of class.
"jungkook jeon..."
"It's cold, why are you sitting here?"
Jeon Jungkook said as he sat down next to me.
"It's just... I just finished the last lecture today... I feel strange..."
“Shouldn’t you feel good when the semester ends?”
"I see.."
"What's wrong, Yeoju?"
"...there isn't any."
"But why are you only looking forward? Look at me."
"ah.."
I was sitting on a bench and just staring into space when suddenly, right in front of my eyes,
As Jeon Jungkook's hand moved back and forth, my focus returned and I turned my head.
I looked at Jeon Jungkook.
"Is something wrong? You're skinny."
"No... not really..?"
“You’re saying it’s because I dumped you and you’re having a hard time?”
Jeon Jungkook said with a playful face coming closer.
"... handsome."
"Haha~ What is this, you lady.."
"..."
"Ah... why am I so weak today, Yeoju?"
Jeon Jungkook grabbed my shoulder and shook me as he spoke.
"Hey... Don't shake me... I'm weak.."
"Wow. Should I buy you a meal?"
"No, it's okay. I don't feel like eating anything these days. Don't you have class?"
"Gonggang. Let's go eat, Yeoju."
Jeon Jungkook grabbed my arm and helped me up.
I said I wouldn't eat it, but you insisted on dragging me to a restaurant I usually like.
I made him sit down.
"I don't want to eat..."
"Why don't you like it?"
"I'm not hungry..."
"Even if you're not hungry, you have to eat when the time comes."
"..."
"It was originally small, but it has gotten even smaller, Yeoju."
"...It's good to be slim..."
"What's going on with Taehyung?"
"..."
"There it is."
"doesn't exist.."
"I think there is."
"It's a bit strange because nothing happened..."
"..Can you explain it to me in a way that I can understand?"
"I don't know... I don't know..."
"...Then put some food in your mouth first."
Jeon Jungkook stuffed a spoonful of the food that had just arrived into my mouth. I didn't want to eat it, but Jeon Jungkook kept shoving it into my mouth.
I felt sick, but I was still grateful.
"Thank you Jeon Jungkook.. Go to class~"
I said as I left the store with the main entrance right in front of me.
"It's frustrating..."
"huh?"
"I knew it would be like this, so I wouldn't have let you go..."
"..."
"Don't keep starving yourself to death. If you're hungry, call me. If you're not hungry, call me. If you're bored, call me. If you're depressed, call me."
"... jungkook jeon..."
"If you don't do it, I'll do it."
"pruning..."
"Since we're friends, that arrangement is okay."
"... Jeonjeong,"
"Oh, it's Jeon Jungkook. Why do you keep calling me?"
".. haha.."
"Call me, Yeoju. I'm running late~"
Jeon Jungkook, who had messed up my hair, walked away into the school.
It was amazing. It was Jeon Jungkook, the guy I loved so much.
Even though I was dumped by Jeon Jungkook, I didn't feel anything.
So what did the tears I shed that day mean?
I still like the Jeon Jungkook I met again.
So what has Jeon Jungkook been to me all this time?
The reason for this depression that doesn't seem to get better even after meeting Jeon Jungkook is
What could it be? I kind of hate myself for realizing that it's Kim Taehyung while hoping it's not. My house is going to Kim Taehyung's house instead of mine.
I hate my feet quite a bit.
"Huh? What's going on?"
The person who came out after ringing the bell without any reason was Seokjin oppa.
"Oppa... hi..."
"Come in~"
"Taehyung oppa... isn't here..?"
When I came in, it was quiet and no one was there.
"Oh. I was alone. Did Taehyung come to see me?"
"Ah.. no.. I just.. I just came.."
“Didn’t you tell Taehyung in advance?”
"huh.."
"Good. You talk to me."
My brother pulled me by the arm and sat me down on the sofa, and he sat down in front of me.
"..."
"Why are you so shy?"
My brother, who had been quietly looking at my face, said:
"I don't know... What do you want to say, oppa.."
"Why did you come?"
"I just... don't want to go home..."
"Aren't you going to break up with Jiyoung?"
"I'm going to solve it..."
"Hey, because of you, I thought I was going to die at the hands of Jiyoung too~ I didn't tell you about the relationship between Taehyung and me."
"...Since when did you know oppa.."
".. You don't have to know."
".... what."
"Taehyung has a girlfriend."
"uh.....?"
"I heard you're dating Kwon Da-young."
"... Ah... Really..."
"You said you didn't like Taehyung."
"... uh.."
"You really don't like it?"
"... I don't know..."
"If you like it, tell me quickly, otherwise don't bother Taehyung anymore."
"..."
"Please make up with Jiyoung too~!"
"Okay..."
"Have you eaten? You look so ugly. Do you want to eat with me?"
"I just ate... I'm going to go, oppa..."
"Taehyung said he wasn't going to see me?"
"I just came here because I didn't want to go home.. I'll go and apologize to my sister too."
"Okay, then go quickly.. Taehyung is going to get the car so I can't give you a ride.."
"No, it's okay.. Take care, oppa.."
Ha... Kim Taehyung is dating Kwon Dayoung...
I wanted to check my heart, and I hoped that the inexplicable depression that didn't go away even after meeting Jeon Jungkook would change somehow if I met Kim Taehyung.
I came here to check if Kim Taehyung is really the cause of my depression.
Do you like Kim Taehyung?
But it all became impossible. Kim Taehyung is said to be dating Kwon Dayoung.
The depression won't go away. What good news is that?
"Why are you coming out of there?"
"Huh..? Oppa...."
As I was coming out, I ran into Kim Taehyung.
"Have you been to my house?"
"huh.."
"Going home?"
"huh.."
"Can you give me a ride?"
"It's okay..."
"Okay. Then, bye."
My brother passed me by.
I felt strange..
"Oppa..!"
"why?"
"...Where have you been?"
"...to meet my girlfriend."
"..Why are you dating.. him..?"
"Just... did you hear it from Seokjin hyung?"
"uh.."
After that, silence flowed.
"Brother.."
"why."
"Oppa, are you mad at me?"
"My lady."
"huh.."
"I don't like you anymore."
"... really?..."
"Uh. I can't handle you. I don't think we're a good fit."
"..."
"I've made up my mind now, so I won't bother you. I have nothing to be mad at you for."
"..."
There was silence again.
"Goodbye, heroine."
"Brother..."
"huh."
"Do you like her...? Kwon Da-young..."
"no."
"But why..."
"I'm going to like it now."
"..."
"Go quickly."
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