How to use Crazy You
Episode 50
"You look sick. Take care of yourself. Don't be sick and make people around you suffer.
Unless you want to do it."
I was sitting on the dressing table, dazed, when my sister came in.
He spoke briefly and went out again.
"..."
On the vanity table, there is a vitamin and an energy bar with nuts in it.
It was placed with a mug.
My sister said it coldly, but I know she's actually worried about me.
But now, to me, it's more about my sister than the things in front of my eyes that show concern.
Cold words lingered in my ears.
It's a saying that tells you not to bother people around you when you're sick. So, a little bit
I felt like I was coming to my senses.
Ah, I really need to stop living so carelessly. Now, someone will take care of me.
There's no one here. I have to pull myself together and cheer up. I have to take good care of my own body... so I don't want to be a nuisance to anyone.
You have to take care of yourself and live well.
I find it annoying, so I don't need you forcing yourself on me. Who would want me to do that for them? Don't make me laugh, I said I hate that kind of stuff.
I can eat well and live well on my own.
I'm going to live without any worries now.
I took a bite of the energy bar in front of me and munched on it.
I chewed. While chewing, I looked in the vanity mirror.
I really can't stand it... When did I become like this?
His eyes were sunken, his face was bloodless, and his flesh was thin.
You're so ugly, Yeoju. I think you'll become prettier starting tomorrow.
I forced myself to finish the energy bar and even drank tea.
Then suddenly an idea flashed through my mind.
Jeon Jungkook, Seokjin oppa, and Jiyoung unnie who is in a cold war with me.
I was worried I looked bad, but Kim Taehyung was the only one who didn't say anything. He always said he could see the seasoning on my face when he looked closely at it. Now, my face is out of his mind.
This is it.
Until I lay down on the bed, I was like reciting a spell, Kim Taehyung and stuff
I kept repeating to myself that I didn't need it, and busily prepared to go to sleep.
And the person who always occupies my mind at the last moment is
I fell asleep without even realizing that it was always Kim Taehyung.
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"What do you want to say? Why do you keep meeting like this?"
"Honey, come out with me."
"What...? Kwon Da-young... Why do you keep making me feel sorry? I clearly
I told you that I have someone I like."
"I know you don't like me, but I really want to be by your side just once.
Can't you just stay for a little while and sort your thoughts out...?"
"under..."
"You really don't have to do anything. I really don't want anything else.
I just want to be your girlfriend just once.
It's okay if you use me, and it's okay if you don't like me, really.."
"What is that... what's the point of that?"
"I just can't give up, that's why... Yes...? Can't you do that..?
"no."
".. why.."
"There's nothing I can do for you. Don't do this.
Please meet a good person.."
"So please do that... I'll be your girlfriend just once
I'll really give up cleanly.. Okay..?"
"Ha... why are you like this? There's nothing you can do even if you date me..
"It's no different from now."
"It's different."
"What's different?"
"To other people, I'm their boyfriend's girlfriend."
"What does that matter... we're not really dating."
"That's fine with me. So just listen to me this once."
"under.."
"I really like you a lot, oppa... and until now,
I've been waiting... This is the first and last time I'm asking you to do this...
Can't you just listen to it once..?"
"..."
"I'm trying to clear my mind... Please do that..."
"under..."
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