How to use Crazy You
Episode 51
I'm walking to Kim Taehyung's house again right now. Oh, no, Seokjin oppa.
I'm on my way home! My brother just asked me to do something...
It is right for the person asking to come to me, but why should I just do it myself?
I said I'd go to the person who asked me to do it. Since things are already awkward between me and Jiyoung, there's no clear reason for them to meet at my house, so I'm just going to Seokjin oppa's house.
I'm absolutely not going to see Kim Taehyung, and I definitely don't want to see him.
"Hello, oppa?"
"..."
The day I waved goodbye and passed by him and he came into the house
Kim Taehyung looked at her without saying anything.
"You come here often. To our house."
My brother said as he sat down next to me on the sofa.
"Yeah, why are you home? Aren't you going to meet your girlfriend?"
It was a question that was perfect for pretending nothing happened, so I asked it anyway.
"I'll go later."
"Ah... haha. I see~ What does Dayoung look like? I wonder~"
I was really curious. A lot.
"You look pretty."
"...Prettier than me?"
"uh."
... Mr..
"Ah.. haha.. haha~ Dayoung must be incredibly beautiful~"
"...It's nothing special, why did you come all the way here? My brother isn't here either."
"Just... what do you want?"
"Can you help me with my makeup for our performance the day after tomorrow?"
"Ah... the performance..."
"My brother doesn't even perform, so why do he keep asking you to do it for him?"
"Ah... Then who will perform?"
"Kiyoung and I."
"Ah.. Yeah.. Okay, I'll do it. I don't have anything to do these days anyway..
"That's good."
"Yeah, thanks."
"... Oh, did you solve it with Jiyoung?"
"What's there to say? We didn't even fight."
"Ah... So what's the situation? Are you talking to your sister?"
"Oh. I said I was sorry."
"when?"
"The very next day. When Park Ji-young came to our company to meet Seok-jin hyung."
"Really...? You haven't said a word to me..."
"That's because you stayed quiet. Park Ji-young didn't tell you.
I'm saying this because I'm upset. It's just that I'm not good at expressing myself, but I know that if I apologize, things will get better soon. Why haven't I done it yet?
Are you dragging it?
"..."
Then what about me...?
"huh?"
"..."
What am I...?
".. No answer. I have to do some work before I go. Are you going to stay longer?"
Kim Taehyung said, getting up from the sofa.
"...Hey Kim Taehyung."
"why?"
"Why do you say that?"
"what."
"The good Jiyoung is innocent, but I, a bad person, didn't even apologize and dragged it out, so is that why it's like this?"
"I didn't say that."
"That's what I said."
"Then apologize quickly."
"Ha. Hey. If you think about it, isn't it all your fault that unnie and I ended up like this? You got mad because you said you didn't know when Jiyoung unnie asked, right? What did I do wrong?"
“You said first that you got dumped by Jeon Jungkook because of me.”
"what?"
"So Park Ji-young asked me why."
"..."
"You don't even think about what you did, you just think about blaming others."
"..."
"If you have nothing to say, just don't answer."
"..."
"Lee Yeo-ju."
"..."
"Answer me."
"... what!"
"Why are you so self-centered?"
"..what did I..?"
"You listen to it as you please and spit it out as you like."
"Ha... When did I,"
"Don't act childish. It's only once or twice that I've let you off the hook for being childish."
"Who wants to see me as young?"
"I'm not the one who does stupid things to you anymore. Stop making people sick."
“... Huh... What...?”
"Stop it and go now... for a bit."
Kim Taehyung went into the studio.
I, who had been chasing after him, opened the tightly closed studio door with a loud bang.
Kim Taehyung was about to sit down, but instead he turned around and looked at me.
"What did you say just now?"
I stood in front of Kim Taehyung and argued.
"What. Go away, you. Why are you following me?"
"Don't bother me. What did I do? How can you say that to me?"
"Then how should I say it?"
"..."
"What should I say? Do you want me to just do what you want?"
"Hah... hey,"
"Hey? Don't call me that. I'm not your friend."
"... under..."
"If you have nothing to say, get out."
"..Fuck, you're so fucking annoying."
"under.."
Kim Taehyung lowered his head and let out a sigh that was filled with arsenic.
And then he grabbed my wrist and dragged me out.
"Oh no! I didn't finish what I was saying!"
"I don't want to talk to you. Go."
"Ah, put this down!"
I was dragged to the front door, twisting my wrist with all my might to free it from Kim Taehyung's tight grip. It only hurt, and my arm wouldn't come free.
I was so angry and resentful that tears welled up in my eyes.
"uh,"
Seokjin oppa came in and looked at us with startled eyes.
"Brother, take him."
Kim Taehyung pulled me hard, threw me in front of Seokjin oppa, and let go of my arm, leading me into the room. Seokjin oppa looked down at me, grabbing my shoulder, which had been slammed into his chest by Kim Taehyung's force.
The welling tears fell to the floor.
"Why are you crying, heroine... What happened..."
I wiped away the tears that were flowing down my face.
"I'll go, oppa."
I opened the door and walked out quickly.
Seokjin oppa followed me and caught me.
"I'll give you a ride. Just take the car."
"No, oppa, I'll just go alone..."
"What on earth is going on..."
I just stood there, staring at my bloodshot wrist.
It's so red, but why does my heart hurt more than my wrist?
"Huh? Why is Taehyung so angry? Why are you crying? What's going on..."
"..."
"What did you do to make him so angry?"
"It was all my fault."
"huh?.."
"I'm a bad girl. I spoke informally to Kim Taehyung and cursed at him.
I did it. I was wrong."
"... why.."
"..."
"Why did you do that..."
"Because it's annoying."
".. what?"
"Kim Taehyung."
"So why is Taehyung..."
I'm annoyed that Kim Taehyung has become cold towards me. Now, no matter what I do
Because I'm not Kim Taehyung who will hug and comfort you. I'll listen to what I want.
Kim Taehyung, who knew what was truly on my mind even when I just said whatever came to mind
Because it doesn't exist anymore. Because Kim Taehyung doesn't unconditionally take my side anymore.
Kim Taehyung, who used to say he would do everything for me, doesn't do anything anymore. Because now I don't have a Kim Taehyung.
Because there is nothing for me.
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